So forgive me if this is some kind of faux pas for some reason, but...
Um, so I'm at a place now where I'm ready to embrace and be honest about my sexuality in terms of CD and so on. (I'm not down with the lingo, so bear with me.)
I just want to get some feedback and perspective about where I'm coming from. I'm not even sure how to refer to it or myself. You know how it is -- you feel it, you indulge in it, but you don't really integrate it into your mainstream lifestyle.
I enjoy women's apparel. I'm not convincing, and for my daily life it's going to stay that way. I'm single, I'm not hiding anything. But, y'know, people just can't get a grip with some things, right? Still, I like my body. I just like being a dash -- a dollop -- feminine during intercourse.
But the thing is, I do it for the sexual thrill. There's a gay sauna in my city, and I sometimes go there. I wear panties and thigh-high leggings, and I love being felt up, playing around, and hooking up that way. It's just my thing.
So I guess what I mean to say is, how can I describe my sexuality? I'm looking for kindred spirits to sound it out with.
Again -- bear with me. I'm literally at square one.