I'm Gabriel and I'm from Portugal. I found out about this website while searching for answers about gender dysphoria. I had no idea what was wrong with me, so this is where I found my first answers, before talking to a professional.
I'm a gay FTM, but not transitioning at the moment, unfortunately. It's just not possible, at least for now... but I really want to. I'm not even lucky enough to fool people just by changing my clothes, my hair... It's impossible for me to pass without transitioning, because my features are too feminine (high pitched voice, tiny waist, huge hips...).
Meanwhile, I'm trying to survive the horrible feelings caused by gender dysphoria. I don't have friends to support me when it comes to gender dysphoria, so it's really hard to find the courage to keep going...
See you around, I guess.