Hello everyone! Would you believe I've been searching for an active forum of this sort for about 4 hours, and it is now 1am? I guess by way of introduction, I should maybe explain why?
I'd say I'm actually pretty comfortable with my identity, which I tend to describe as nonbinary, pansexual, and nonmonogomous. I'm not very comfortable with my body or my presentation. While there is a rare occasion that I'll get femme and dolled up, for quite some time now, I've desired to present more masculine, but I have no idea how. I do know I feel better wearing a binder. But my tiny self can't shop in the men's section....
I need to find my tribe, but after many years of being basically a hermit, I have no idea how to do that.
So that's why I'm here for me. But I'm also here for love...
About three weeks ago, my nonbinary lover threw herself head first into social transition. When she finally admitted it to me, after seemingly trying to play it off as kink at first, it was like I fell in love with her all over again. She's happier than I've ever seen. She positively radiates! Watching her become so much more confident in herself has brought me such joy.
Obviously, I'm no stranger to the concepts, and I've always been a huge supporter of the LGBTQ+community and an ally. But I don't really have anyone to talk to about any of it, except her. But right now, she needs my support and focus, and not my weird crazy thoughts, like why do I feel like a clumsy ->-bleeped-<-? She loves me, she trusts me, she shows me so much appreciation. It's not like I'm a clueless idiot. But it is a new situation for me, and I'm a little lost.
Looking forward to reading other's stories and hopefully gaining some insight.
