sorry, my no make-up photo must have scared you all away. I promise not to offend your senses again.
New day, same struggles. mirrors .. ugh; body shape .. ugh; who am I .. uh, yeah, I got that one figured out, sort of, as much as any of us do; partnership - ARRGGHHH. We are so much better off than we were, so much better off than many others - even cis-couples, yet ... there's this line. It's a very thick heavy tall line that I just can't seem to cross. Can't move it, can't climb it, can't go around it. All I can do is erode it and that takes time. I'm in a prison of my own making and it's a life sentence.
sigh
Oh, no, actually I'm in a good mood. I'm just musing and expressing. Want photo proof? naaah, why spoil it ...