Hi everyone,
Long story short, I'm a complex trans patient and I'd love to hear some thoughts.
Basically, I was male to female tx. I went through surgery and then, some years later, began to have second thoughts, largely because of parenting and peer pressures which made it really really hard for me to live female. I guess I thought that I'm non-binary gender fluid with male and female characteristics and that I could live male.
Anyway, for 12 months I took testosterone and nothing else. This is after some years of being on oestrogen.
Here's the curious bit. Two months ago I began to notice breast growth once more. Nipples, areolas, actual growth of breasts. The works: really full on growth with all the tingling etc. And with that, other 'feminine' characteristics. This is despite being on testosterone. I know dosages cannot be discussed here but the levels were high for those ten months, then dropped very slightly (15% drop) to what would be considered a standard dose.
Consultants are apparently astonished. But I'm not sure I am. I guess my question is this ... what would happen if I were to reduce the testosterone and, under an endo, introduce a small dose of oestrogen? I don't think the endo will know, but some people on here might!
I like the female developments. Very very much. I've missed them like crazy. I hate not being truly me.