@MelissaAnnDear MelissaAnn: All of us, transgender or not, LGBTQ or not.... are attracted to other people with various lifestyles for a lot of reasons besides physical appearance. Friends becoming romantic interests rely on more substantial traits such as mutual chemistry, mutual viewpoints, mutual interests, work and leisure time activities, food, etc.
Look beyond physical appearances... try to develop a lot of friends and acquaintances so that your pool of possible romantic choices is larger. You can meet more people by going to events such as you mentioned, but also being invovled with clubs and joint activities such as book clubs, cooking clubs, charity events, church, gym attendance, yoga, swimming aerobics, charity walk and running events, etc.
In my personal experience, some of my friends and acquiescence became my romantic interests... and not all of them were drop dead gorgeous males or females.... and I would have never met them without putting myself out there where I can meet and greet people.
.... and please extinguish your urge to cut yourself... not a good course to take for sure.
Try to stay positive and please keep us all updated.
Thank you for sharing....
HUGS... and best wishes,
DanielleQuote from: MelissaAnn on May 25, 2019, 11:22:40 AM
I'm at the Autism conference yesterday. I go into the restroom as I come out of the stall I'm in and go to wash my hands. There is a women there washing up and doing her makeup in just her underwear no bra. I recognize her being on of the models working the conference.
This is the confusing part for me. She is absolutely gorgeous. Someone that I would definitely have an attraction too but had none. There are gorgeous men here too and there is no attraction there either. It's like I'm lonely but I dont want anyone. I don't know what to think anymore. Feels like I have no sexual desire, feelings, or attraction. What's wrong with me. I've had a strong urge to cut for some reason too. My self worth has tumbled.