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Started by Lori Dee, February 23, 2024, 09:53:26 AM

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ChrissyRyan

Quote from: Sephirah on August 09, 2024, 08:10:18 PMLol, I don't think that's who Lori is. She has a massive appreciation for beauty most other people would never see.

True.
Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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ChrissyRyan

Obviously I have nothing better to do tonight than make inane or silly posts.
Should eat something.

Should do my laundry.  I have a week of clothes to wash and dry and fold or hang.
Plus I do want to wear a clean bra at work on Monday.  I think I have only two clean ones left.  Ugh.

At least I did the dishes and silverware.

Chrissy
Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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Sephirah

Quote from: ChrissyRyan on August 09, 2024, 08:09:55 PMObviously I have nothing better to do tonight than make inane or silly posts.
Should eat something.

Should do my laundry.  I have a week of clothes to wash and dry and fold or hang.
Plus I do want to wear a clean bra at work on Monday.  I think I have only two clean ones left.  Ugh.

At least I did the dishes and silverware.

Chrissy

Omg,. Chrissy, go eat something. What even! I only eat one meal a day... if you don't even do that there is something wrong. Go eat something!!!
Natura nihil frustra facit.

"You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection." ~ Buddha.

If you're dealing with self esteem issues, maybe click here. There may be something you find useful. :)
Above all... remember: you are beautiful, you are valuable, and you have a shining spark of magnificence within you. Don't let anyone take that from you. Embrace who you are. <3
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ChrissyRyan

Quote from: Sephirah on August 09, 2024, 08:13:13 PMOmg,. Chrissy, go eat something. What even! I only eat one meal a day... if you don't even do that there is something wrong. Go eat something!!!

Oh I ate earlier today. 
Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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Sephirah

Quote from: ChrissyRyan on August 09, 2024, 08:14:12 PMOh I ate earlier today. 

Good. Did it involve some kind of bacon?
Natura nihil frustra facit.

"You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection." ~ Buddha.

If you're dealing with self esteem issues, maybe click here. There may be something you find useful. :)
Above all... remember: you are beautiful, you are valuable, and you have a shining spark of magnificence within you. Don't let anyone take that from you. Embrace who you are. <3
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ChrissyRyan

Quote from: Sephirah on August 09, 2024, 08:19:17 PMGood. Did it involve some kind f bacon?

No, just Kielbasa.  No bacon.
Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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Sephirah

Natura nihil frustra facit.

"You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection." ~ Buddha.

If you're dealing with self esteem issues, maybe click here. There may be something you find useful. :)
Above all... remember: you are beautiful, you are valuable, and you have a shining spark of magnificence within you. Don't let anyone take that from you. Embrace who you are. <3
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ChrissyRyan

Kielbasa is actually quite good.  At least, I think so.
Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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Lori Dee

Quote from: Sephirah on August 09, 2024, 08:02:45 PMCan I ask, Lori, what is the one thing that makes you go "wow"? I don't think it's gold. What is one thing which has took your breath away?

One thing? Wow.  ;D

I probably say "wow" fifteen times a day. The other day, I saw an orange-belted bumblebee for the first time in my life. A while ago, Jessica Rose posted a picture of a sunset over a bayou. A few years ago, I was gold panning and saw a mink running along the bank of the river. First time I had ever seen one in the wild. It is usually a wonder of Nature, not so much with man-made creations.

I think what strikes me most is when my eyes are opened and my consciousness expands. I had been searching for spiritual answers most of my life. One day, I read some things that just "clicked" and I could see the whole picture. My mind opened and for the first time, I could see the workings of the Universe and our place in it. Everything made sense. It became clear to me that my destiny was to share that vision with anyone willing to see it. Since that time, I have been writing about it. I am not a writer, so sometimes it is difficult to express a concept and what I write can be confusing. I am working on that and trying to put it all together in a book. Maybe someday it will get published, but for now, I just keep re-writing it over and over, improving the text a little each time.


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gwenf369

Lori,

I want to encourage you because I think you are a pretty good writer.  I am constantly amazed by your breadth of knowledge, and your passion to help others with your knowledge.  I think you will find more than on person on this web site that will agree with me.

I am not able to log into the site every day, but when I do, I find that The Story of Lori is one of the most read topics on the site.  Keep writing.  It is good for all of us.

Gwen
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Sephirah

Quote from: gwenf369 on August 09, 2024, 09:32:06 PMLori,

I want to encourage you because I think you are a pretty good writer.  I am constantly amazed by your breadth of knowledge, and your passion to help others with your knowledge.  I think you will find more than on person on this web site that will agree with me.

I am not able to log into the site every day, but when I do, I find that The Story of Lori is one of the most read topics on the site.  Keep writing.  It is good for all of us.

Gwen

Yeah, Gwen you are very astute. Lori is someone who... this girl just gets it. She is both humble and nurturung. Someone who doesn't ever tell anyone how they're supposed to feel. Only how she feels and how what other people are dealing with stuff might attribute to Lori's specific... It is something you can be yourself. <3
Natura nihil frustra facit.

"You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection." ~ Buddha.

If you're dealing with self esteem issues, maybe click here. There may be something you find useful. :)
Above all... remember: you are beautiful, you are valuable, and you have a shining spark of magnificence within you. Don't let anyone take that from you. Embrace who you are. <3
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Lori Dee

Quote from: ChrissyRyan on August 09, 2024, 04:12:13 PMMay go to Crater of Diamonds State Park to see if I can find a diamond.


Chrissy


There is a place in northern Colorado, not far from my parents' place, with a Kimberlite outcrop. It was on private land when I was in high school there. Over the years it has been abandoned and purchased many times. I have always wanted to go there and poke around. But I am no claim-jumper. I am allergic to bullets!
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Lori Dee

Quote from: ChrissyRyan on August 09, 2024, 04:10:21 PMVolcanic rock is interesting too.

Devil's Tower in Wyoming was a huge volcano. You might remember "Mashed Potato Mountain" from the movie Close Encounters of the Third Kind.

When magma cools quickly it forms glassy rock, like obsidian. But when it cools slowly, it forms rock that is very hard and dense, like granite. The Devil's Tower volcano cooled and left a huge granite tower in the volcano's center. Over time, the softer outer soil of the mountain eroded until all that was left was the tower. That is a very interesting volcanic rock!
 
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Lori Dee

Quote from: gwenf369 on August 09, 2024, 09:32:06 PMLori,

I want to encourage you because I think you are a pretty good writer.  I am constantly amazed by your breadth of knowledge, and your passion to help others with your knowledge.  I think you will find more than on person on this web site that will agree with me.

I am not able to log into the site every day, but when I do, I find that The Story of Lori is one of the most read topics on the site.  Keep writing.  It is good for all of us.

Gwen

Thanks, Gwen and @Sephirah

I will keep posting, if for no other reason than I need the practice.  ;D
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Lori Dee

A Profoundly Wow Moment

Many years ago in Illinois, my mother-in-law passed away from ALS. Her family has very deep roots in that area going back to before Abe Lincoln's time. Her ancestors were all buried at a small local church, but the cemetery had no room left. The family agreed to scatter her ashes in the creek that flows past the cemetery. We all gathered on a bridge, a toast was given and we said our goodbyes.

Several months later, my father-in-law passed. He too was from a local farming family (he told me a story of his grandfather meeting Abe Lincoln when Lincoln was in the local militia). When he passed, he wanted his ashes scattered in the creek where his wife's ashes were scattered. It was brutally cold out, windy, and snowy. About a dozen of us gathered on the bridge, gave a toast, said goodbye, and dumped the ashes.

As the ashes hit the water, two birds flew out from under the bridge, did a kind of dance in the air like they were happy to see each other, then flew off together. Everyone on that bridge just stood there with their mouths open. No one said a word. There was no need to. We all knew what we had just witnessed and no one wanted to tarnish the moment with commentary.
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Lori Dee

I got my grocery shopping done and cleaned out the rock tumblers. The rocks all got a good rinse and then put back in their barrels. I add a couple of tablespoons of borax, add water, and let them run overnight. The borax cleans off the last bit of abrasive grit and polish.

Tomorrow, they will get another rinse to remove the borax and then undergo inspection. Those that are ready to move to the next stage will be moved to the next barrel. Those that need more work will stay in the same barrel for another week or so. Those that are done with the final polish will go into my ultrasonic jewelry cleaner for a final wash.

Then I take pictures of any that really stand out. I will look for any that might be interesting to see under the stereoscope so I can share those pictures. I have also ordered a UV flashlight that has both long-wave and short-wave UV light.

Some minerals fluoresce under black light (UV). Some react to long-wave, some react to short-wave, some react to both, and some are just stupid rocks that don't want to play. I have some pieces of chalcedony that look gray in sunlight but have a slight purple tint under a fluorescent light due to the blue light frequencies of fluorescent lighting. We will see how those look under UV light. There could be some other surprises that I haven't noticed yet. I am pretty stoked about it.
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D'Amalie

Quote from: Lori Dee on August 09, 2024, 10:07:18 PMDevil's Tower in Wyoming was a huge volcano. You might remember "Mashed Potato Mountain" from the movie Close Encounters of the Third Kind.

Honey, you just dated yourself.  I still enjoy that movie! Fantastic special effects without CGI!
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It was on the telly the other day and I watched the last 2/3 as nothing else to watch that interested me.
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Quote from: D'Amalie on August 15, 2024, 07:53:03 AMHoney, you just dated yourself.  I still enjoy that movie! Fantastic special effects without CGI!
On a cross country run (Think Cannonball Run) spring 1980,  I went out of my way to visit the tower.  Impressive!  Cost me three hours.  Well worth it.
One shouldn't open the book of another's life and jump in the middle.  I am a woman, I'm a mystery.  I still see and hear who I used to be, who I am, who I'm gonna be. - Richelle
"Where you'd learn do to that, miss?" "Just do it, that's all; ... I got natural talent." "I'll say you do, at that." - Firefly
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Lori Dee

OK, I got all five barrels of the rock tumblers cleaned out. That's 15 lbs of rocks for those playing the home version of this game. I got everything rinsed off, got the barrels reloaded, and spinning again for another 7- to 10-day cycle.

I had been polishing a couple of amethyst crystals. They got pretty beat up in the rough stage tumbler.



They have some nice color and would look great as jewelry. So I used my Dremel tool with a diamond cutting wheel and smoothed some of the rough stuff. Then dropped them back in the abrasive grit to tumbler for the past 10 days. They still have some rough spots, so they will get another 10 days of smoothing before they are ready for polish.



Today's final polish batch is done. I snapped some pics before dumping them into the ultrasonic cleaner.



Some of the highlights:

This is a large Bubblegum Agate. It is too large for jewelry or a key chain. I didn't want to tumble too much so I don't wear away the exterior colors. So this will go in my candy dish as another paperweight.



Another Tiger Eye. The flash is caused by mineral fibers of amphibole that reflect light perpendicular to them. The amphibole fibers are chemically altered by limonite, which is a very common form of iron ore. There is a blue version of Tiger Eye called Hawk's Eye and the blue is from fibers of Crocidolite, which is a blue asbestos.



A piece of Bubblegum Agate. These can be so interesting inside, while some pieces just stay ugly inside and out.



This is a piece of Jasper I found out at Teepee Canyon. The hole is a pocket of quartz crystals that was hidden beneath the surface. As the abrasive wore away the surface it exposed the pocket. I'll have to do some work on it before I use it for jewelry.



This is a piece of Bubblegum Agate that I have nicknamed "Calico". It reminds me of a Calico cat I had. I called her my confused kitty and often told her to make up her mind and pick a color. She preferred to wear "all of the above". She was such a sweet cat.



Another piece of agate from Teepee Canyon. The agates and jaspers from that area are known for their reds, oranges, and yellows. The more spectacular pieces sell for a good price. So everyone and their brother hunts in that area. Fortunately, I have a secret spot where most people don't go.



This is a piece that broke off a larger rock that I call the "Hot Fudge Sundae".



This is a piece of quartz that has impurities lined up in bands. I would love to make a fishing lure out of it, but I'm afraid I would break it by drilling holes. So it will go to the jewelry pile.



Another piece of Teepee Canyon Jasper. I was surprised at how intricate the patterns are.



And the biggest surprise was this one. In the Group Photo above, you see two green stones. The lighter green one is Aventurine, a form of green quartz. I suspected the dark green one to be Bloodstone, which is dark like some jade but has red spots. I put it under the light (after putting on my reading glasses) to look for the spots. It is not Bloodstone, it is Moss Agate!



I don't know how well I can image it, but I will try to get a shot of it under the stereoscope. Many years ago, there was a photographer who would photograph Moss Agates with a macro lens. The shot was so close up that it looked like an alien landscape. Some look like a forest. I think they are so cool. I will check my local source to see if they have imported any. I might have to burn up my credit card to get more of these.

 
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