As of yesterday morning, I'm unemployed.

My former employer has moved so much of their product to China that their domestic function has shrunk considerably. Yesterday, I and 17 others were let go. I'm certain the reasons I was picked were economic and that my transition had little to do with it. For that I am grateful.
Nevertheless, I'm scared to death that I won't be able to find another place that can compare to the one I had. I've only been working as my true self for 4½ months and I wonder if I can perform the way I need to during interviews. That is, if I can even get to the interview stage because of my phone voice's incongruity with my female name. I hope my fear is exaggerating my worries yet I can't stop wondering if I will have to settle for a lower paying and less skilled job because I'm a woman with a trans history. And all of this worry is augmented by the question of coming out to the potential employer's HR departments. If I don't, which would be my preference, and the Social Security Administration sends a "no match letter" I could be fired for misrepresentation.
I'm trying to stay positive and optimistic. I hope the stresses of the inevitable feelings of rejection, as potential employers pick others over me, will not be so heavy that I sink into a severe depression. A lot has changed in the ten years since I last had to look for a job and I wonder if my age, I'm over 50, will make things that much harder. And I pray that the strain of unemployment on my relationship with my spouse will not destroy it.
On the up side, I have good intelligence, education and skills that many companies would find valuable. I was able to present myself and interview well before so I should be able to develop the same now that I'm my true self, maybe even better. With any luck, I'll find a place where they will support me and my medical needs fully, hopefully before the severance and unemployment income run out. Maybe moving to another job will be the best thing for me, as it was the as time I had to do this.
hugs & smiles
Emelye