Lilis Unveiled

[Northern Star Girl]

@Lilis
Dear Lilis:
All of us that are your readers and followers here on the Forum are so very happy for you
making it to the celebrated ONE YEAR anniversary of the beginning of your HRT. 
Enjoy the progress that you are making and thank you for keeping all of us updated.

There is more for you as you continue on in your journey.

Wishing you the best in what is to come for you. ❤️❤️❤️

Many HUGS,
Danielle [Northern Star Girl]

[Lilis]

@Lilis
Dear Lilis:
All of us that are your readers and followers here on the Forum are so very happy for you
making it to the celebrated ONE YEAR anniversary of the beginning of your HRT. 
Enjoy the progress that you are making and thank you for keeping all of us updated.

There is more for you as you continue on in your journey.

Wishing you the best in what is to come for you. ❤️❤️❤️

Many HUGS,
Danielle [Northern Star Girl]

Thank you so much, Danielle! 💓🌷

[davina61]

If you look at my avatar I am a dead ringer for my female cousin and that is from mum and auntie.

[Lilis]

If you look at my avatar I am a dead ringer for my female cousin and that is from mum and auntie.

Wow, Davina! Your resemblance to your cousin looks like a beautiful connection.

It's clear mum and auntie passed down something special, both in looks and, I imagine, in spirit too. 💓🌷

~ Lilis 💞

[Sephirah]

I am guessing this app kept your eyes pretty much as they are. In which case, you have the kindest, warmest, gentlest, beautiful, most sincere soul there is. I don't really pay too much attention beyond that.

[Lilis]

I am guessing this app kept your eyes pretty much as they are.

That's pretty accurate! 🔮

My younger sister and my lesbian niece actually have the same face and eyes as me... so much so that I never had to introduce my sister at big gatherings.

People would just say, "Oh, we already know she's your sister," and when I'd ask how, they'd say, "Because you two look exactly alike."

As for my niece, people often mistake her for my daughter!

In which case, you have the kindest, warmest, gentlest, beautiful, most sincere soul there is.

Lauren, you always know what to say to make me blush! 😊

Thank you so much! 💋🌷


~ Lilis 🫣

[Lilis]

Some medications will do that. 

ROFL! Freaking Spiro! 🤣

Take Depo Provera instead, that was what I was given.  No extra weeing.  After I had surgery Depo Provera was removed.

I completely forgot about your earlier recommendation and didn't remember to bring it up with my provider during our last session.

There's to much happening all at once. 

I have been doing some research on anti androgens. I'm  still not sure what is good for me, of course it is what is recommended by my provider, but I would like to have an input. I was going to make a post on this. But as I saw this I couldn't find anything on Depo Provera. I was wondering what many of you think.

It may not be available in the U.S., but I don't know that for certain.

I tried Spiro and Finasteride, but they were ineffective and interfered with my other hormones. They work by affecting the 5a reductase enzyme, which affects testosterone, estrogen, progesterone, and other hormones. Instead, they switched me to Eligard (leuprolide), which is an injection I get once every 90 days. It blocks testosterone production at the source. I also take Casodex (bicalutamide) tablets once per day. That does not interfere with any hormones but blocks androgen receptors, so any testosterone in the system will have no effect.

I use finasteride.

Just dropping these collective mind clips about different T-blocker methods here, so I don't forget to discuss them if any of these can work for me during my upcoming follow-up with my provider on June 23rd.


~ Lilis ⚕️🩺🥼

[Sephirah]

Lauren, you always know what to say to make me blush! 😊

Thank you so much! 💋🌷


~ Lilis 🫣

Hah, sorry, sweetie. <3 I am always drawn to a person's eyes. Window to the soul and all that. Which begs a question... hmmm. They're something about a person that you can't really change. Your eyes are warm, and kind, and curious. Sometimes you get people who can physically shape themselves to what they think people want to see but nothing ever reaches their eyes. With you, it's the other way around.

[Lilis]

I am always drawn to a person's eyes. Window to the soul and all that.

Which begs a question... hmmm. They're something about a person that you can't really change.

Your eyes are warm, and kind, and curious. Sometimes you get people who can physically shape themselves to what they think people want to see but nothing ever reaches their eyes.

With you, it's the other way around.

Lauren, that's deep, and it touched my spirit!

You saw right into me, and you're right.

I've always felt that no matter where I've been on the outside, my soul's been waiting patiently inside to be seen... and you're one of the rare few who actually sees it.

And beyond just your words, I felt something else, the power of your discernment.

Not just emotional or intuitive, but something deeper. Something divine, mystic... or whatever you'd call it.

It stirred something in my spirit, like a resonance, a knowing.

Your presence carries that kind of clarity, and when it landed on me, it left an imprint.

And for someone as perceptive, as heartfelt, as you to see me like that, it means more than I can ever put into words.

Thank you for meeting me at the level of the soul.

~ Lilis 💓💋🌷

[Sephirah]

You're going to be okay, Lilis. When the truth comes from inside you, and the outside is an expression of that... you're going to be okay, honey. However scared you might feel sometimes... you can't not be seen. Your light is too bright, sweetie. This is nothing more that a feeling from a weird chick you don't even really know... but I get vibes from some people. Well... most people honestly, It's not about what you say or what you do. It's more than that. You're going to be okay. More than that... you're going to be the you that you never thought you could be. You're already on that path.

I am so proud of you. I haven't known you as long as I'd like, lol. But you're someone very special. You've come so far in a short space of time. And looking into your eyes... I can see why.

Keep going, Lilis. Never lose the light in those beautiful brown eyes. <3

[Lilis]

You're going to be okay, Lilis. When the truth comes from inside you, and the outside is an expression of that... you're going to be okay, honey. However scared you might feel sometimes... you can't not be seen. Your light is too bright, sweetie. This is nothing more that a feeling from a weird chick you don't even really know... but I get vibes from some people. Well... most people honestly, It's not about what you say or what you do. It's more than that. You're going to be okay. More than that... you're going to be the you that you never thought you could be. You're already on that path.

I am so proud of you. I haven't known you as long as I'd like, lol. But you're someone very special. You've come so far in a short space of time. And looking into your eyes... I can see why.

Keep going, Lilis. Never lose the light in those beautiful brown eyes. <3

Lauren, your words are medicine. ⚕️

I feel seen and uplifted in ways I've never experienced before.

I want you to know that I treasure this connection. 🫂

I'm still unfolding and healing in many ways, so if I move slowly, it's not hesitation, it's reverence.

Thank you for seeing me and holding me so gently.

~ Lilis 💗