Alana, just be... and enjoy just being. I know you have a lot inside you because you see people and wish you could be like them. Girl... from talking to you... you are everything you want to be. Take each day at a time and enjoy the changes you're seeing. But more than that.. you are more than anything or anyone you think you are, okay? What's on the outside is only a slow-moving reflection of what's inside. And you can't lose that. You will get there, sweetie. Don't envy other women, because you are one of the most beautiful, awesome women I've ever had the pleasure to speak to. If you spoke to these people, they would probably envy you being you. Because that's how people work.
Live your life, and love your life. Enjoy being
your woman. Instead of
a woman. You are unique. Take pride in that, sweetie. The world might be a better place if more people did.