suicide is the worst thing you can do, it takes away your chance to achieve great things. You many not find opportunities and you may feel your life is destined failure. I've been there & trust me- their are many chances & opportunities- you have to look closely.
Killing yourself will deprive you of a great gift and a chance to make something of yourself. You will always be remembered of sorrow but never of achievement, no matter who noteworthy your achievements will be, they will be forgotten with grief.