well it is finally over and done with thank god. as of today i finally told my last family members about the
REAL me . and not the fake me they wanted to see. the strange part of it all is how i got to telling everyone
. let,s see my sis called me yesterday saying she and her hubby was coming to vist if iam home. well
i say ok and iam home. they show up . and just my luck my sisters hubby is oh wow theres sister so in so .
and iam like you know what you got the sister part right thank god . but the last part all wrong. so any
ways we chat for a little bit. and then next one of my other brothers calls. which untill then i did not tell.
anyways he is only 3 block,s from my place and coming over. and iam like ok iam home. he shows up .
we chat a little and then he says he needs to go to the store . ok just my luck is really gone now. we are
driving to the store and he call,s another brother. and well then thats where it all hit the fan . brother
on the phone is like what,s all this long hair bs ?? are you a girl ?? mom did not have a girl . at that point
with out any thought i said look yes i got long hair . and yes iam a girl and iam sorry but if you can not
handle that . then you need to talk to a doctor. cause iam a girl and always have been a girl !! and at this
point the brother on the phone hang,s up. iam like well thats done and over at lest . and my brother
driving the car to the store still. i just like i want to talk to you to and get something,s off my chest .
so any ways . we talk on the way back to my place now . and get to my place. and talk for another 2
hour,s . he gets his chest clean. then thats where i say ok now it,s my turn to get thing,s off my chest
now . and he is like ok go for it . so i set him down in the chair with a pop. and tell him everything. and
just what really everything is . that iam a girl and my name is really is debbie. not the male name . and
that i always have been a girl . and that iam going to get srs and change everything. well needless to say
in the end he took it a lot more better then my other brother on the phone did . but the good part to
telling my brother about the real me on the phone instead of in person. is that. at lest i did not put my self
in a spot where my brother could have lost his cool . and touched me which even if he had he knowed i
would have called the police and had him sent to jail for it. oh god so finally at lest now. thats all finally
done and over with. and now i can get back to work on me and getting a doctor,s and hrt,s and lazer
going. and i can honestly say iam glad it,s over and done with and iam FREE to be the REAL ME NOW !!
