So a while ago my mother bought me a very lovely blouse for my big brothers wedding. Well the wedding was today and my mother pulled me aside and asked me to change into this women's Hawaiian shirt and it really hurt my feelings. She said she was worried about me but after talking she admitted it was her insecurities and not her worrying about mine, because I was totally cool with outing myself to the family that didn't know.
But yeah, it was pretty evident that my mother is selectively supportive with me. It's like those TV shows where a popular girl is friends with a geeky boy, but when the popular girl is around the other popular kids she pretends like she doesn't know the geeky boy.
There was a very defined rift between the men and women at the wedding. All the women wore sun dresses, all the men wore slacks and hawaiian shirts. Gee, how coincidental? I wasn't allowed in the house because "boys can't go in yet because the women are still changing" so I had to stand around like an idiot with all the men of the family. I felt so humiliated, honestly. When we were let inside I decided to hide out in the back room and watched Peep and Tweet with the little kids.
Also there was a guest sign in book thing that was being signed for fun. Yeah so I hid away from that too. And lastly my mother went nuts with the male pronouns again, so pretty much every old would was busted open in about 2 hours... Meh.
