I just had to share this with some people that could fully appreciate it. Being stealth has it's disadvantages, not being able to tell my friends how excited I am about something...
I went out on a date Wednesday night. This makes the second guy I've been out with that doesn't know I'm T. (I'm pre-op, so I have to be careful.) The first guy I went out with was okay. Nothing special, but sweet. He was kind of cheesy, and he tried way too hard to get in my pants. And he was a horrible kisser. Second guy... WOW! I knew him through work, and he lives almost three hours away, so this was just something fun to do while he was in town. 7 hours I spent with him, and the time passed so quickly! Drinks, then dinner, then billiards, then spent a while in his truck getting "more familiar" and talking some more. IT IS A CRYING SHAME HE LIVES SO FAR AWAY!!! We both had such a wonderful time together. I cried almost all day today. Oh, and this was the first person I've ever come out to that I was bi-sexual. He was almost non-chalant about it, and it felt so good to tell him.
Being a former heterosexual male, it feels good that I feel so comfortable out with guys now. This guy wasn't the best kisser I've ever been with, but he was definitely good enough
Thanks for listening. Just had to share
Amy
