i am in love again:):):)

[deniz]

well almost 3 months after my painful break up, i have a new boyfriend.he is cute he is hot, swimmer,college student in computer engineering, very hard working and very open handed.
we met in a bar and he asked for my mobile number.i said why not( i thought just for making out one time)
but we already had 4 dates, and we kissed last night( first time) for nearly 3 hours:)
he said he wants to go out with me in regular bases.and i am so fluttered.
womanhood has arived again.so is self esteem:)
wish me luck.
ps i know it is not wise, but one more time i hide my status.but to me that is the only way of being loved and treaded like all my natal female friends do:)
kisses:))))

[tekla]

There is an old rock and roll joke that goes "If you don't want your third marriage to go the way of the first two, don't marry a stripper - again."

Its great to be in love, but the path you are one has the same dangers as the last one.

[NicholeW.]

Deniz, luv, do try to be careful with and for your heart.

Nichole

[deniz]

thanks tekla.you are right.but it feels great to feel alive agina:)

[tekla]

Oh no doubt, love is the E-Ticket ride in life (I'm dating myself with that saying, still) but like all thrill rides, its thrilling because its dangerous.

[deniz]

nice to see you back nichole.missed you.
love makes us so calm:)

[NicholeW.]

Deniz,

, yes, it can do that, at least until it makes us crazy!! All the best with this one, sweetie!

N~

[Robin_p]

Girl, I have to hand it to you! You Love to FEEEL! The Up's and the Down's i notice that.

Good luck in this relationship.

"YET" again you are doing the same things that you did in the past.  I have faith that you will learn...    (it might hurt a bit)

When he finds out and reacts like a Human Being. I pray that you will be able to forgive him, IF....