How did it start? When did I first realise I wanted to be a girl?
http://ambergoth.wordpress.com/2008/09/18/how-did-it-start-when-did-i-first-realise-i-wanted-to-be-a-girl/9/18/2008
For me then, how did it all start? When did I first have feelings of wanting to be a girl and/or wear female clothing? I could perhaps go back even further, and ask when did I first realise that I wasn't a girl, and that I wanted to be a girl (or at least to dress and be treated as a girl)? How did I discover that the world was apparently divided between two sorts of human beings, who wore two different types of clothing, and appeared to exhibit different sorts of behaviour? Some things were apparently okay for girls to do, but apparently not for boys, and vice-versa. Likewise with clothing - girls could wear dresses, have long hair with pretty ribbons in it, but boys couldn't. Why? (Why indeed!)
