I die without you.

[tekla]

No, I was thinking more of the couples thing that "oh that OUR Mexican place, or that where we go for fish" or whatever.  And, as a couple you keep going back to the same places, because they are to a degree 'your' place.  When you break up, you get to try new burrito joints.  That's all.

[iFindMeHere]

i had a really bad relationship and breakup once... where i did all the bending and trying and it was never good enough. a guy who disrespected my gender issues. eventually i stopped bending and told this guy it was my turn... when we broke up i literally did not sleep but maybe 2 hours/night for 2 weeks.

all i can say is that once i was able to quit grieving, my life was nine million times better... and i met a guy who supports me no matter what.

The hard part is, my boyfriend COMPLETELY accepted me.

*raises his hand* I call shenanigans! I read earlier that you did all the trying and that. It's great that he supported you in your transition, but if you had to do all the bending (and I don't mean bending over) then he didn't accept you As A Person, which is coequally important to any trans issues in the relationship.

PS - Is there any way crying can make you go blind? I can't see this morning!  Like not blurry, but its like part of my eyes are "blocked out" and it's really hard to read and type when part of it's missing.  I know that was hard to explain but I tried lol

eyestrain maybe?

[Camden]

Hang in there Brady! It WILL get better! Break-ups really suck but I don't think you can really get through life without them happening here and there. Everytime It's happened to me a new person comes along and is 100% improvement over the last. I'm guessing somebody new is waiting just around the corner...Camden

[ConfusedMichelle]

Oh I meant just accepted my ->-bleeped-<-.  I had to put in all the work yeah, but as for FTM, he accepted it.

Thanks again everyone I'm trying as hard as I can.  I think in time I'll feel better.  But like I said, it SUCKS that I'm so alone in this dumb down.  I'm moving back in December to family and friends

[iFindMeHere]

Oh I meant just accepted my ->-bleeped-<-.  I had to put in all the work yeah, but as for FTM, he accepted it.

that's a fundamental problem in a relationship and you deserve to be loved for who you are, not who someone wants you to be.

Thanks again everyone I'm trying as hard as I can.  I think in time I'll feel better.  But like I said, it SUCKS that I'm so alone in this dumb down.  I'm moving back in December to family and friends

You'll make it. Just keep letting yourself grieve and keep doing whatcha gotta do. YAY MOVING BACK!