I've NEVER fit in, when I was a teen I was told brain tumor is why you are different but I didn't fit with other people "Like me (teens with brain tumors)" becuse they were not like me I spent 10 years trying to fit and be the man even though I new I wasn't "normal". I tried to cover with humor when I needed to let it out you know how men R from Mars & Woman R from Venus ... well I'm from Pluto that normaly got a laugh which I liked
but saying I felt more like a lesbian then a straight guy was too weird. no matter how hard I tried to fit I was always weird and have never fit In now know I need to be me mabie I'll find someone who gets me IRL I'm in a cross dress group and go to a trans group hoping to find someone like me but I don't fit in either group. but at least they are nice to me, even if they don't understand. sorry to take so long to post
I know I'll never fit in trying to b what I'm not. cross my fingers I'll find somewhere as me