Moving Out Update

[Chantelle]

Moving out has been one of the best experiences that has happened to me. Now I am own I have the freedom to crossdress when and where I want. It is great to have no restrictions imposed on me. The town of Brighton is transgendered friendly. I did a bad thing which I feel guilty about or no damage was done. I accidently 'read' a Transexual on the train one evening, and feel guilty about doing so. I didnot mean do it. So I looked away prentended that I didnot know. I think she was trying to 'blend' by reading a book, and moving slowly down the carriage. As we were in a Bar Section I didnot blow her cover. She successfully got past everyone and no one else read her.

The need to crossdress is spiralling out of control. I am doing things that I would not consider before. I have never been able to buy and try on clothes in shops in front of female shoppers. I have started to do this without worrying as well as buying makeup openly. I am also venturing out more than I did before. So I suppose my life is changing fast from what it was before.

[Melissa]

There's nothing wrong with reading somebody.  It's probably best just not to say anything.  Most likely they know they don't pass 100%, so it does not really matter.  I'm just as happy with the person who reads me and treats me as any other woman as I am with the person who doesn't read me.

Melissa

[Jillieann Rose]

Sound like things are look up for you Chantelle.
Going out dresses is additive. I decide this week that I would skip going out and than the next thing I knew I was out and I loved it.
Keep us posted.

Jillieann

[tinkerbell]

Ahhhhh...one of the first steps has been taken.......

good for you Chantelle!



tinkerbell


P.S.  I love your name 

[sheila18]

The need to crossdress is spiralling out of control. I am doing things that I would not consider before. I have never been able to buy and try on clothes in shops in front of female shoppers. I have started to do this without worrying as well as buying makeup openly. I am also venturing out more than I did before. So I suppose my life is changing fast from what it was before.

chantelle:
  is good to have someone that you can be totally honest with.  this made a big difference for me.  I made friends with 2 lesbians and that provided with a reeal sense of community that i did not have before, besides it kept me grounded.   The risk 4 me was when i got in the thinking mode that nobody understands me at all  that was when things went bad and i made foolish and unrealistic choices, nothing big but as a ->-bleeped-<- am sensitive  and got depressed when things went wrong.  Friends that knew Sheila brought me balance and hope.
  it was good to laugh at my self with my friends.
sheila