I talk to those who have died and are in the next world. Many people think i am crazy and the VA gave me a pension after i told them.
If you think about it many times a little voice will tell you ""don't doo that"".. Like last week when i left a chain on the trailer and a neighbor drove the trailer away after a snowfall and it was lost. I had thought well no way would it get lost but that voice told me no and that time i didn't listen.
Every time i listen i have no problems. If i don't look out.. also many times if i am going somewhere i ask above which way to go and then like magic above connects me to a person i had sought in the past and magically they come into my life..
There is a indian who knows about me and calls me an indian two spirit who can hear.. I try to tell him many can hear but they choose not to hear.. They are too wrapped up in the earthly realm.
I think a few of you here are young enough to still be having DEJAVU'S which are where you think you have been somewhere or did something or saw something before but you can't remember when or where. Well those Dejavu's are actually implanted memories from when you were a spirit before you came to earth in your new body and then as a child or young teen with an open mind you are closer to the spiritual world from whence you came and to where you will return and if you are sensative and believe you will know those dejavu's were implanted from before you came here in hopes you now as a human body would remember from whence you came.. As you get older you get more wrapped up in worldy things and having dejavu's become very rare. If you will believe you can start talking to those from whence you came and to where you will eventually return to guide you and you can also know you chose this life before you got here. You then can more easily alter it because now you are an enlighten spirit in your bodies shell and not just a dumb human all wrapped up in worldly things.
So understand that you have or can transcend gender which means you are able to see past gender which means you can see past the shell / your body / all worldy things and thusly you can be that spirit now and have that connection to those who have shed their shells and be able to listen and hear and be guided.
Jesus sais let those who can hear hear.. Jesus understood the connection to the next world. Jesus understood that we need not worry for all things here on earth because life here on earth id but a dream of the true spiritual world from whence we came and to where we will return and our time here is but a drop in the bucket of our true existence. We have always been and we will always be.. we are made in the image of above.. we just mostly get hung up on the worldly things of life and we soon lose contact from our true spiritual selves..
If your MTF your getting an orchy or taking mones and removing much of the male sexual drive which frees you from the sexual aspect of the connection to your body and can allow you a greater connection to your spirit. If you FTM many times the exact opposite happens but the FTM can see this change as T makes them more worldy and sexual and well that is just one aspect of transitioning and knowing your spirit or not.
Myself the spirits had me think i was going to die right after getting surgery.. I felt i had to stay away from people for fear i would infect them.. This allowed me time to get connected to those above and prepare for where i thought i was going soon. Well it turned out i wasn't infected but actually immune and well that two yr time gave me time to grow spiritually.
So you can grow worldly or spiritually or a combination of both.. the choice is yours and all i know is the words i say are meant for me and if they speak to anyone here then so be it.. and if they do know it isn't from the ego me i am just the vehicle for above who is trying to reach you and let you know they are here and around you and wanting to make that personal connection if you let them..
For the rest of you just call me crazy
Yes those voices are not your ego's or conscience ... it those in the next world ...who have passed on ... trying to guide you ... as they know better.
