5 months on T

[kestin]

Before \/

After \/

[Jay]

Wow what an amazing change it is really noticable! Passing completely!

[Christo]

Yep I agree w/Jay.  congrats bro. 

[kestin]

*epic grin*

lol, I didn't start passing most of the time till about a month ago. My voice dropping alot more has made a big impact I think. I find it sooo weird to look at older pics of myself, I literally feel like a separate person to them.

(the before pic is from about two years ago however, before I came out as trans)

[Cindy]

Look Good Hun
Very tasty.

What is it about the balck earings, see them on all sorts, significance?

Sell you my razor!
LoL
Cindy J

[kestin]

They're my 18mm stretched tunnels :3 started stretching around 18 months ago. I've had my ears pierced since the age of five and when I wanted to start transitioning ect. I wanted to do something more masculine with them.

Look Good Hun
Very tasty.

*blushes* I still find it hard to believe people when they say stuff like that ^^ certainly a confidence booster tho XD

I didn't realise how much of a different perception I have of myself compared to others before transitioning... looking back on photos of me when I was younger, I remember how I felt about my appearance and I always felt blank, not un-attractive... but just not fully formed I guess. Like I wasn't enough 'visually' for people to form opinions of/have any attraction to. I suppose, I always felt like I hadn't gone through puberty yet.

Now I feel like people actually see me when they're interacting with me, cause it feels like 'I'm there'. I feel more confident in my self-possession and being on a physical level with people... and it doesn't freak me out anymore! lol. Do I make sense?

[Jay]

Now I feel like people actually see me when they're interacting with me, cause it feels like 'I'm there'. I feel more confident in my self-possession and being on a physical level with people... and it doesn't freak me out anymore! lol. Do I make sense?

100% and I think most of the other guys would agree with you too!

[J.T.]

wow, man... these five months have been great.  congrats on your journey.

[DRAIN]

They're my 18mm stretched tunnels :3 started stretching around 18 months ago. I've had my ears pierced since the age of five and when I wanted to start transitioning ect. I wanted to do something more masculine with them.

Look Good Hun
Very tasty.

*blushes* I still find it hard to believe people when they say stuff like that ^^ certainly a confidence booster tho XD

I didn't realise how much of a different perception I have of myself compared to others before transitioning... looking back on photos of me when I was younger, I remember how I felt about my appearance and I always felt blank, not un-attractive... but just not fully formed I guess. Like I wasn't enough 'visually' for people to form opinions of/have any attraction to. I suppose, I always felt like I hadn't gone through puberty yet.

Now I feel like people actually see me when they're interacting with me, cause it feels like 'I'm there'. I feel more confident in my self-possession and being on a physical level with people... and it doesn't freak me out anymore! lol. Do I make sense?

you look great

i definitely get the not-feeling-there/not-feeling-seen thing, and jeez, i dream of not feeling that way myself  maybe one day

[perfectisolation]

Wow amazing your face looks thinner and more masculine already.
You give me hope cause I have such a soft feminine face myself
Can't wait for T!!

[Dennis]

Now I feel like people actually see me when they're interacting with me, cause it feels like 'I'm there'. I feel more confident in my self-possession and being on a physical level with people... and it doesn't freak me out anymore! lol. Do I make sense?

100% and I think most of the other guys would agree with you too!

Absolutely. It's weird to actually think of myself as decent looking. Maybe I'm not, but I have enough self-confidence now that I feel like I am, and that's what counts

And your avatar picture is awesome. No question that you're a guy. What a difference from how you looked before. Nice to get the voice thing going too, isn't it?

Dennis

[sneakersjay]

I'm going to post pics later in the just for us section so check over there.  I've had huge changes as well!

Jay

[Andrew]

Wow, amazing...your face looks totally different. Did you lose weight?

[kestin]

I'm not sure, my weight hasn't really fluctuated at all over the last five years. I've put on muscle due to the testosterone and my face has definitely become less round... I think the fat that I have on my body is just slowly being put to use for purposes other than storage.

Though, I think in that picture I was clenching my jaw or something lol being manly.

[jet3]

Congrats man! You look just like this dude I went to school with, it's kind of crazy. Good luck with your transition and keep us posted!
Jet