I thought I was unique

[scarboroughfair]

All the stuff I'm reading is the same as my feeling here!

Girls, I hear you and feel your pain!

It is quite lonely in the real world, hey?

I live 24/7 as myself and was constantly questioned by others of my breed as to why I would even try it.

I'll tell you why.

I don't give a god ---- what people think anymore! I have to be myself or I will die. Pick and choose pick and choose.

I wear my perfume and clothes (Not the clothes that are too girly) Everywhere!

If you saw me in public, you would know I was a wanna be. I simply don't care anymore. I get ridiculed at work to a certain degree, but it could be worse.

One thing I think that sets me different than most in my position is the way I have a handle on life.

As you can tell from my writing I am very very different than most people and have a special feel on life itself.

I've worked my tail off to get where I'm at but yet I'm far from perfection....

I'm not better than anyone nor am I more brave than anyone, just desperate with the answers that help me move forward.

When I die, I just want to be remembered as a girl. The tears fall like sheets of rain praying that I will be recognized as who I am regardless of my outershell...

Love yas, I hear you and read your posts...