Hey everyone! I rarely do these on forums, but I believe this forum is like a family after being on here for a day.
Anyways, my story is that I grew up as a girl in the mind *always have been*, repressed it during my youth *I wasn't even aware of it conciously after that*, and now I want to become who I meant to become, since I realize this why I am depress. I also realize that this is who I am, and no matter how much repressing I do, it's never going away. I am slowly researching everything there is about this, but it's been hitting me strongly for about a year. Strongly intesely for about a few months. More I accept this, the more I want this.
What brought me here is that I search up a forum for this, and found it! Hoping that it had a lot of activity, which this one does, so I am glad. I just didn't expect it to be as great as this one is.
Paulina is not a feminized version of my name either, but I believe it's a beautiful sounding name.
Lol, also I love the world, since it's a beautiful world inside outside. It just that society isn't perfect.
