Hello everyone,
Sorry, it has been a long time since I last posted. So I just wanted to stop by and post something of an update. Maybe some would find this update of my journey somewhat interesting.
Well, I've been on HRT for about 3 months now(spiro and estrofem). Let me just say that I'm loving every bit of the changes it is doing to me. Mental calmness, softer skin, decreased libido, my complextion is getting lighter and clearer, decrease in muscle mass, and YES my breasts are developing! I love it all so very much. I had to invest in a few constiction shirts to hide my breasts if I have to go in man mode, and they seem to do the trick.
I've been seeing my therapist once a month for the past three months, and things are going great. She continues to help me deal with issues with my gender identity as well as many other things. All I can say is that I am a much happier lady now. I not sure if it is the estrogen or the therapy or both, but something is definitely making me feel better about myself.
I'm on my third session of laser hair removal on my face and so far I notice clear patches of skin where there was hair. Though I still have a way to go, I see the results so far as positive steps to having my clear beutiful face. Also made appointments to have hair transplants to help fix my slight receeding hairline and to get rid of a couple of ugly moles on my face. yuck!
Been doing a lot of shopping to fill up my wardrobe with more girlie things and I'm having a ball dressing up. Also, discovered how much I love wearing women's perfume. I sometime put some on even when I go out in man mode. lol. I really love smelling beautiful.
I am continuing working on my voice training while on my 45 min commutes to work, and I am starting to think it is working. Vigorously working on losing weight and I'm eating way healthier. Got my weight down to 150lbs but I want to continue to lose more. I would like to get down to 140lbs by the time I have my FFS surgery. Narrowed it down to two surgeons to do my FFS. Planning on getting it done early next year if everything goes right.
As you can see, I have been a busy lady and I'm enjoying this journey so much. The changes towards a more feminine me makes me so very happy. Anyway, enough for now with the update. Hope I didn't bore anyone, haha.
Love, Hugs, Kisses to all!
Mika
