Father's day is approaching and the closer it gets, I guess the worse I feel. Those of you who read my blog (all 3 of you) will know why.
I guess, life would be easier if I had magically appeared at the age of 21 without any parents or family......but the biggest thing more than my frustrations with them is the fact that I'm going forward with my transition which means, sooner or later, I'll be presenting as a woman full-time but I don't want them to know. I don't even think I want to spend time with them using my fake male identity.
My only choice seems to be downright rudeness...skipping all the functions, missing out on all the big meals and such. If I didn't love my dad, I probably wouldn't bother for this father's day....and I certainly didn't do anything for mother's day. I can't remember the last time I bought my mom a present for anything, isn't that sad?
Anyways, I guess I needed to vent a little. I don't expect to find a solution. I'm just hoping I can make a ton of money so I can live on my own and pretend they don't exist.
