So I'm trying to figure myself out. I am and 18 year old male who is 6 foot three and athletic. I know I am heterosexual. By this I mean I am attracted to females only. However the idea of penetrating(standard sexual intersourse) has never appealled to me. As far back as I can remember, all my fanatasies have been lesbian. I have also always been aroused by female clothing, and when I fantasize, I imagine myself as a female. In these fantasies I am usually submissive. Although when I am sexually aroused, I desperately wish I was a female, I enjoy being a male too much for the rest of life. Only when it comes to my sexualaity do I long to be a beautiful lesbian. What steps can I take to enjoy a (sexually) furfilling life in the future, or will I always be frustrated?
