So I'm trying to figure myself out. I am and 18 year old male who is 6 foot three and athletic. I know I am heterosexual. By this I mean I am attracted to females only. However the idea of penetrating(standard sexual intersourse) has never appealled to me. As far back as I can remember, all my fanatasies have been lesbian. I have also always been aroused by female clothing, and when I fantasize, I imagine myself as a female. In these fantasies I am usually submissive. Although when I am sexually aroused, I desperately wish I was a female, I enjoy being a male too much for the rest of life. Only when it comes to my sexualaity do I long to be a beautiful lesbian. What steps can I take to enjoy a (sexually) furfilling life in the future, or will I always be frustrated?

I think that it would be safe to say that everyone experiences fantasies in some form or other, some act on them and some don't, not much help huh.  Have you ever acted on these fantasies to see how you feel about them afterwards, I'm no pshrink myself but I'm sure that there are others here infinitely more qualified on these matters than I.

Steph