We all are.
The LBGT community is a growing community of people and there beliefs with society and religion. LBGT is not a choice, if for some, then redefine yourself as an individual because my dear, it's not a choice.
I've recently communicated with people and the homophobic Christians who preach that the LBGT is simply an evil soul that has tookin' its tome on every last one of us. Religion seem to be a major effect on LBGT inorder in being yourself. (SOME think that, might i add, not all do.)
My testimony.
Trying to come out was a hard task. People defined me as gay, but the definition of "gay" did not fit me well. School was rough, and the leaps of my body changing was even rougher. I never settled with being gay, because i never was attracted to "gay" guys.
Deciding to tell my mother, it was on my mind for awhile, i was around 14 at the time. Something was nudging me to tell her, so she would have a perfectly understanding on how i felt. Religion was bring me down, a lot. The harmful words on a persons soul of them tumbling to hell for such a thing they can't help or change. I prayed to God numerous of times to either make me straight, or take my life away. I have thought about suicide, and it was very strong. The restaurant sold good beef, lol. I thought it was time to tell her. I looked at her with a heed of disappointment in myself on being the way i am. Unluckily, i didn't get the chance to tell her at that time. It was very hard. I soon fell in a depressed state, and would sleep all the time and think about suicidal thoughts.
The dream. The dream of him standing in the light of pure love whisked over me, i felt his touch and embrassed his love deep. The words of God clearly stated to me, "It's going to be okay, your okay and if nobody loves you, i do."
I immediately awoke, an ran to my mom and told her what God said.
Even after that, it was hard to remember what he had said to me. I went to church, and sometimes when i had went there, they was talking about sexuality, how people talk about they were born in the wrong body. I couldn't take it.
I had to look inside myself and figure out who was i trying to live for, the people at church, or God. God told me it was alright.
I think a lot of people, LBGT and homophobic people need to actully abandon there religion untill they actully talk to GOD himself. Most people follow what they were told to follow every since they was younger, and they have no personal thoughts on what God has said, they clearly just go to church and listen and base things on that, and if different they call it a sin.
Now, i have came out to my mother, she is clearly accepted of me being a transgendered woman, and i feel fake sometimes(because i held it in for awhile), but im soooo smiling and happy.
Im not a sin, im not an abomination, either are you. God loves me and he loves you too and he has a purpose for all of us, you may not know it and i may not know it, it could be something so simple that actually matters.
Thnxs.
Post Merge: July 26, 2009, 02:03:06 AM
QuoteYes, you should burn in hell for how you choose to live. Being gay is basically deifying yourself, saying that you should be able to do whatever you want because you're your own chooser of fate. How terribly incorrect you are. And don't start on the crap like "oh I was born gay" because that's a filthy lie invented by Satan to make perversity seem acceptable. The only way to heaven is through Jesus. And I wouldn't have it any other way. Neither will God. Watch Him, for he shall move His hand.
Wow, at what unknown facts the person that wrote that has.
