so today i was in the bookstore i was looking for an exercise book for females since im pre hrt with 11 sessions to go before doc will give me my letter anyrate i found myself looking at this style book published by details magazine and was thinking maybe id like myself better if i dressed better or improved my style, the interesting thing was as i was looking threw the book i relized how much i dislike male clothing. sure they look nice on other guys but i feel like a clown in even the most basic of white dress shirts. my style has always leaned towards the female newengland style of jeans and sweaters and i adore scarfs.
on a good note though i did meet one of my old work friends who i let know about my transition status he was surprised to say the least but still wants to go get a beer sometime together. he knows im pre hrt hopefully this wont turn weird later when i develop breasts. i also have have got electrolisi well underway painfull but required before i carve my skin off with a knife i hate any facial hair growth might combine laser to hurry things along.
jessica
