back again after a long time

[mary83054]

Well, i am finally able to get back on line and have it work somewhat better. I lot has been happening around here since I last was on line.  Not the least of which was finally getting the DSL connection. Yeah!! Most of you may know that I am currently working over seas in a ver conservative society and a very conservtive work enviroment my wife and I have been here now for 11 years and the past several have been with me trying to deal with the issues around me wanting/needing to become Mary.
   Well, we have finally given notice that after this term (which ends Sept.07) we will not be returning to this work.  Instead we are planning to return to the uS and I am going to work on beoming mary whatever that may mean.  We have also told two very dear friends about mary one back in the Us and one co-worker here with us and both have been extremely understanding so that has ben helpful as I have been very much afraid of the ridicule i will face as I start to come out since I am not even close to being passing yet!!  But I am very excited and very scared abotu th future has in store for me.  I just wanted to let you all know  am back and finally getting off dead center--it feels sooo goood.   

Love

mary

[stephanie_craxford]

Well, i am finally able to get back on line and have it work somewhat better. I lot has been happening around here since I last was on line.  Not the least of which was finally getting the DSL connection. Yeah!! Most of you may know that I am currently working over seas in a ver conservative society and a very conservtive work enviroment my wife and I have been here now for 11 years and the past several have been with me trying to deal with the issues around me wanting/needing to become Mary.
   Well, we have finally given notice that after this term (which ends Sept.07) we will not be returning to this work.  Instead we are planning to return to the uS and I am going to work on beoming mary whatever that may mean.  We have also told two very dear friends about mary one back in the Us and one co-worker here with us and both have been extremely understanding so that has ben helpful as I have been very much afraid of the ridicule i will face as I start to come out since I am not even close to being passing yet!!  But I am very excited and very scared abotu th future has in store for me.  I just wanted to let you all know  am back and finally getting off dead center--it feels sooo goood.   

Love

mary

That is really good news Mary.  It seems as though you have your plans in place.  At this point in time passing should be the least sweetie.  So you have two friends who know about you and that's a good start to your own support network, something that is very important.  So is there going to be a huge welcome home party?

Steph

[mary83054]

Thanks steph;
   It is good to be abck and I hope my plans are in place somedays I feel god about them and other days I am just to scared to know. As far as a welcome home party probably not as I am not sure family is going to do well with the why we are home even though they never really wanted us over her anyway.  But then maybe I can have a girls night out and make my own party.   >