I'm incredibly cranky, and tired. I haven't slept properly in forever because every time I lay down I can't breath. I have to wear a dust mask because EVERYTHING in the air sets off an asthma attack. Pollen, dust, hair, feathers, any kind of spray (air freshener, deodorant, etc) fumes from anything from paint to cleaning stuff, I wear it during the day around the house and while I sleep. It's been especially bad this week because of all the bonfire night celebrations, smoke in the air constantly from fireworks.
It's well established that my doctors are complete idiots so they have been no help whatsoever. I even have to beg them to prescribe me inhalers because apparently I haven't been tested for asthma and they aren't sure I actually need them. Tested? I've needed inhalers as far back as I can remember, I've been in hospital for it a few times, I'm pretty damn sure all this is in my medical history. Every time I ask for a new inhaler I have to go through explaining this, and then I ask them to schedule me a test so I don't have to go through the stupidity again next time, and they fob me off and say I don't need one. I don't even know how they would test for it, make me run and see what happens?
I'm losing my mind, and wanted to rant about it