Past life in a dream?
Sorry Tinkerbell last time i did one of these tests it said i was a crazed child hating killer or something to that effect! Boo Hooo!
But speaking of past lives!
Well i had another one of those dreams!!!!!!!! GENDER DREAM (3rd one in my life i think)
I was gonna start a post but thanks to tinkerbell i can put it here...I hope unlessi get "moderated" Ugghhhhhh.........
Be gentle......
I was in an old hotel or lodge, building seemed very familiar to me like i had been there many times> Lots of wood and Mohagany-i could smell it and feel it, leather couches, etc chandaliers like something out of the 40's), hard floors like marble or something,?
how do i know the heels (YES HEELS I WAS DRESSED IN A SKIRT IN THIS DREAM WITH HEELS_HOW LOVELY!
) on my shoes clicked when i walked?
anyway i found myself like on one side of the place (reminded me umm of something like a very old ski lodge or rustic mountain lodge but like one of those places that would accomoadte 6,000 people and long maybe only 3-4 stories high but very long corridors and side corrdiors..
Anyway at first i think i remembered from the dream being clothed but not sure how maybe male and this woman showed me up some steps then onto an elevator that only went up one story...
Then all of a sudden i am at the beginning of the one corridor and there are people here and there gathered around at couches and chairs and so forth all just socializing, i was in some sort of skirt with heels, not memory of the top (OR IF I HAD BOOBS! grrrr...) andyway i was walking and terrified that people would see me and read me i managed my way breathlessly through the small crowds, into small social areas, up short flights of steps, more hallways and down a long hallway and eventually to the elevator got on, got off on the second floor, (it only had one floor up choice?) then all of a sudden i was terrified like i was trapped and had to get back out of there but i could not go back the way i came and i rememebred there was a passage way where i was at, down the hall some and that's all i remember? but i just remember that there was a way and it involved secret doors and such! and i knew cause i had been to this place many times?
I do not know?
Why couldn;t i just dream of being all ritzed up and having a romantic dinner somewhere>? Ugghh with boobs maybe that would be nice?
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So anyway if you are very bored and you read let me know if i need to register at my local mental health facility
kisses
Ricki
