Hrt Results (a log)

[jesse]

So i thought id start a log kind of on my expierence with hrt to date i am now starting my 5th week Please remember my experience may not be yours i am currently taking estrodial by transdermal patch and spironolactone we are not allowed to give dosages so i will forgo that.
week 1-3--- no noticible changes except agression level seams to have gone down i also noticed that when i shave it takes longer for my shadow to return it use to be 36 hrs max before shaving was inevitable to avoid a disphoric event. now after 36 hrs it is the same as use to be on the following day.
week 4---- some pain in chest area around nipples mild and bearable no noticeable growth yet and non expected this early. noticed my head hair is beginning to change something about the texture of it not sure exactly what its doing. no other changes
i will continue to post on this thread as it progresses on a side note i am self medicating with monthly levels being checked at local lgbt clinic will correct this as soon as possible and i do not recomend this path just for the record
jessica

[Chrissty]

Hi Jesse,
I'm still sure you will wake up one day soon, and have that OMG! moment....

...when it all comes together...

....and you suddenly realise how much the subtle thing all add up..



Chrissty

[sarahF]

My daughter looked at me one morning and said "look at you, you have boobs" Up until that moment I didn't think my development was going anywhere
Sarah

[Hannah]

I sure hope you keep this up, and I would suggest making a blog somewhere if your'e the writing sort. It's fun to look back on the way you thought and felt, sometimes just a few months ago. I also might suggest taking lots of pictures. It's not narcissistic, it only makes sense because things change and sometimes we might not notice them in the mirror. Even if your diary and photos are private and nobody sees them but you, they can be a real ego booster when your'e feeling stalled out.

[sarahF]

Pictures are a good idea Becca. I should have started it myself. Now is a good time
Sarah

[Janet_Girl]

I notice that my bras are beginning to fit better.  Otherwise I never see anything.



Hugs and Love
Janet

[JodieBlonde]

I went back and looked at some early pixs of me and I was astounded where I am now.

[Hannah]

It is amazing what those pills can do, isn't it? I'm enjoying the boobs too, a lot lol, but lawdy the pain is getting acute. I don't mean to complain or look a gift horse in the mouth but just ouch.

[jesse]

had a scare this morning it was funny in retrospect not so funny when you think about the what ifs... i was awaken out of a dead sleep (i work nights) with a massive charlie horse in my left calf and the first thing i thought of ... you guessed it blood clott it went away as i stretched the muscle and its still a little tender but the fact that a clot was the first thing i thought of was amusing to me in hindsight think i will quit smoking now hehe still no new changes to report. i did notice that spiro has a definite oder to them i didnt notice this when i got them but when i open the lid to take the meds i seam to notice it now not sure why now though.
jessica

[sarahF]

I enjoyed sleeping on my stomach. Hurts to much now.
Sarah

[Suzy Johnson]

Hi Jesse,
Thank for starting this post. I am sitting on the fence right now myself on starting HRT. I think its a very good idea what your doing by keeping a record and agree with others to take plently of photos.
When I finally pull the trigger and start I plan to do the same.

Thank you again I will follow your posts on this.

Suzy

[jesse]

ok so this is week six time to reorder to stay ahead of the supply chain. as many of you know im a gym rat and i watch my diet and weight like a hawk after a mouse. imagine my surprise when i stepped on the scale and saw 4lbs evaporate overnight. as i have very little body fat and trying to drop below 8 percent for a defined cut look this was straight muscle loss. So Bye bye T= Bye Bye muscle fibers bleh lol but only because i worked so hard getting them lol Down side to this is nothing fits now time to take up sewing until i can go shopping. i actually didnt expect to lose that much tissue that fast. will caliper later to find out where it evaporated from hopefully shoulders and back not legs and butt. hair has definately changed texture and seams to be growing faster. chest is still flat as board but at least ive gotten use to the pain of it that part sucks but if it means their growing ill take it. pretty much it for this week still working on voice and ill try to get some pics up when i can my home computer is crashed so i use the one at work or my friends.
jessica

[Hannah]

Have you noticed if the seam in your, um, donor material has turned dark black yet? Personally I thought that was the coolest freaking thing I'd ever seen.

[jesse]

explain becca i can be daft at times lol you need to be blunt do you mean the thin little ridge line between the bits or something else... i try not to get that close to them when theyre still attached to me bleh..
jessica

[Hannah]

I mean the back of your scrotum where our skin would have split had we developed properly. I have no idea why but estradiol changes it to a dark color, not like a vein but more...I dunno how to describe it. It's wild though. Go look, you'll know it when you see it.

[Debra]

Thanks for the updates Jesse! I'm working on my 3rd week now so it's good to see what's just ahead of me hehehe. I also started taking pictures everyday or so. Fun stuff.

[Renate]

Have you noticed if the seam ... turned dark black yet? Personally I thought that was the coolest freaking thing I'd ever seen.

No, really cool is when you get a linea nigra.
It does happen rarely.

[Hannah]

I was a little scared to click that link for fear of being deluged with scrotum pictures but I trust Renate and was dually rewarded.

I want one of those too!

It is a type of hyperpigmentation resulting from increased production of the pigment melanin thought to be caused by increased estrogen, the same process that causes the areolas to darken. Why this process of hyperpigmentation occurs on the midline of the abdomen is uncertain

[LordKAT]

Had one, it seems weird when you get one. Doc said it was from overload of t tho

I was a little scared to click that link for fear of being deluged with scrotum pictures but I trust Renate and was dually rewarded.

I want one of those too!

[Hannah]

Yeah on second thought I kind of like my aeroelas the color they are so I'm thinking I'll stop being envious of weird stuff. Both things are pretty cool though, although I think the belly line is a tiny bit cooler.