So the first few weeks back from the hospital I actually got worse. It's been slow going, and only recently am I really starting to see everything that was going on and the twisted breakdown of my logic. I came across an email from a friend of mine, when she heard from a friend of a friend that she was the only one who knew where I was while I was locked away. Honestly I didn't think anyone cared, except maybe her. Anyhow I don't remember reading this email, but really the last couple months are pretty hazy. She put it beautifully though, and I thought I would share.
QuoteWhy am I the only one you told? But then again, being days away I would of still noticed because of how we talk almost every night. I know what your going through Becca, I felt the same way for years and once in a while I still do but I have discovered its not about the world being a better place without me, its about my heart and soul being in a better place without the world..I will admit, having one special friend may not feel good enough, but its better then none...I respect you..Love ya.
Gawd I wish she had a penis, I would marry her in two seconds. Read that again:
have discovered its not about the world being a better place without me, its about my heart and soul being in a better place without the worldThank you Sara, I love you too honey.
