First Public outing

[Rei Ayanami]

    I was so nervous today when I decided to go out today, the family wasn't home today so I took advantage of the situation removed all my "excess" Hair; It feels so great having silky smooth arms, shaved my face as best I could. I really didn't like the length of my nails I've boken several in the last few days so I went out to Zellers and bought some glue on ones as I note I'm not going to do them again myself that glue really really bonds to skin I didn't really get to finish them but I got them to length before I had to go to work. I went out in the last outfit I had in my pics, no makeup no wig(again not something I own). Left the house before my family got home.

   After a long walk down the street from my truck I got to work no one even noticed at first at that point I was completely freaking out, about 10 min after I got there one of the girls noticed I was wearing girls flared jeans and said the look great on you then she noticed the "breasts" smiled said your look nice, shortly there after several people came though and had peek several smiles and and compliments from the girls puzzled looks in general from most of the guys couple of them thought it was a joke and started groping my forms I had to tell them to stop several times the rest of my shift went very smoothly.

  It's been a while but some of the girls asked me if I wanted to go out for a drink after work I was so elated at this point I said yes. We went to Boston Pizza got a table shortly after we got there someone bought a round of drinks for the "girls" in the corner I even got MISSed from the waitress until I turned and spoke then she corrected herself . Most our time there went fine couple of looks from some people but the best part of the night was hearing my GG co-workers say you make a very pretty girl. I'm really sad that I chose to quit that job next month now . I didn't tell any of them officially how I felt and why I came to work as I did but I think that I sent out a clear message to them that I wasn't playing around and that it wasn't intended to be a joke.

Rei

[Robyn]

That was very brave.  Any chance you can withdraw your rewsignation letter??

Robyn

[Ricki]

WOW!  you are brave and i'm glad it went well, shame you quit but you know they say when one door closes two more open?
I'm patiently waiting for about umm lets see 2,202 doors to open any day now! hehe
R

[Rei Ayanami]

  They were mostly puzzled since in the years I've been there I have been adamit that I don't do Halloween. I've been going to work for 3 days now dressed, My parents caught me leaving the house today my mother was freaking out a bit so I told her it was for Halloween still agast she replied "Oh?". Next question was where did I get my clothes I didn't answer that just said I'd be late for work if I didn't leave. Everyone was asleep when I got home so I don't know if there's a question period looming for the morning.

  Several of the girls have offered to help me put on make up, if I buy it mind you I have no Idea what colours would look right on me and shopping makes me really awkward in person and I don't like using the guise of Halloween as a purchasing ploy either. One of the Girls at work actually told me I should become a Drag queen since there's apparently a big demand for them and as noted before apparently I make a very pretty girl.

Robyn I wouldn't withdraw my resignation letter even if I could since my reason for quitting is due to issues with management.

Rei
Posted on: October 31, 2006, 04:03:51 AM  Strange things seem to happen to me I ran into a local Drag queen while I was dressed and
(s)he insisted that (s)he wanted to do me up right so I figured what the heck here's a pic of what happened





I was loaned a corset which was a bit big on me and a wig I think I look a hair trashy but during the day I had several strange things happen to me
1. One of my aunts saw me and didn't recognize me even after I said Hello
2. One of the former managers of my work checked me out before he realized who I was
3. I had 3 co-workers Hit on me <--- Don't know if this Is a good thing or bad thing 1 of them was really drunk though
4. I went to a bar and someone else paid my bill <--- This really set me off since I've never had anything like this remotely Happen
5. Got home my sister saw me and wants to hit the bars with me tomorrow as long as I'm dressed the same way to quote her and several Other girls I looked "hot"

  There was a brief question period when I got up this morning about my girl clothes since my mom raided my room when I was at work, didn't Tell her I feel that I'm Trans she's just Happy I'm not "Gay" my dad too since they think of me as their successful son. Things aren't really comming together the way I planned them especially since I haven't planned that far ahead yet


Rei

[angelsgirl]

Holy crap, you're brave! Hats off to you for it!

Gorgeous pics, by the way!

[Melissa]

It's fun doing daring thing like that huh?  You seem to be about as bold as me in terms of always trying out new things.   I'm glad you had fun and that's great that you're making friends with all the other girls.

Melissa

[Owen]

Wow You are very brave indeed. I have only done that but a few times and havne't done it for a while now. Hearing this I think I might try again and see how I do. I am pretty good with the make up and despite me being a bit more manely looking I seam to pass as I get missed and mamed the few times I went out. As well as hit on by some hunks. It was a weird feeling at first. I think I can get used to it.

My Hats off to you I wish you many more successful outings.


Owen

Love being female

[Ricki]

I wanna marry you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
wow!  You look good!  most impressed here!
Smooth chest very good, you smiled very nice!  you're taking steps for me as well thank you,........... thank you!
PS what happened the moprning after anyone in family say anything?
Take it your parents do not know yet?
Ricki

[Rei Ayanami]

Hi Rommie,

  No I haven't told my parent's that I'm Trans they are very Homophobic even though they say they have no problem with "them" as long as they aren't near them; they've come to the conclusion that it must have been a once shot Drag deal and I just needed a selection of clothes to be convincing , yes I seem to be able to get attention from guys when I'm dressed though I was really creeped out by one guy at the bar last night he kept at it and started rubbing his shirt against my arm eww(not my type men really aren't my thing) he was real scary now I can really relate to how some women have told me how bad men can sometimes be.
  As far as my sister supporting me she thought it would be funny to head out with me, to her it was more of a joke though I refused to go out dressed on Halloween I waited for the 1st I attempted to enjoy myself all the same. My sister was shocked that I was being hit on more than her but perhaps that's because I appeared to be fairly timid she's a bit more dare I say it manly in her manerism's than I am very loud and aggressive the in your face aggressive that people generally don't like to run into. She's been on and off of anti-depressents for almost 10 years now also she's probably at least tried most of the illegal drugs that are available once or twice. But for the most part she can be a stable person.

Rei

[Nicky-Nicole]

Rei,
     WOW! thats all i can say,you're braver than i'll ever be but wish i could be.Someday i'll go out for the frist time but i'm waiting until i have the look i want.My parents are the same way to so don't feel to bad but if they love as there boy they will someday love you as a girl but most likely still see you as there little boy.I fear comeing out to my parents but someday after i have kids of my own and there's no question that i'm not wanting to be with men they will be more understanding.My girlfriend and I hope to have are frist kid by this time next year or at least be pergent.She agrees that waiting until we have are kids to tell them is a good idea.Well enough about me you make a great looking women good for you.

[Laurry]

Rei,

You look great!  Someday the time will be right to tell your folks...could be a couple of years, could be tomorrow, but you will know when it is time. 

As far as your nails, I use contact cement when I wear fake nails.  It holds the nails pretty well and comes off easy, plus you can reuse the nails over and over.  A big time saver.  The hold is not as good as the super-glue nail stuff, but it is not a permanent thing either.

Keep on doing what you are doing...it sounds like it is working out well for you.

but someday after i have kids of my own and there's no question that i'm not wanting to be with men they will be more understanding.My girlfriend and I hope to have are frist kid by this time next year or at least be pergent.She agrees that waiting until we have are kids to tell them is a good idea.

Nicky-Lee...Please tell me that you are not having kids just to prove to your folks that you aren't gay

......Laurie

[Ricki]

Oh man i hate to add to this but... Luarie said this and..
""Nicky-Lee...Please tell me that you are not having kids just to prove to your folks that you aren't gay""
I see where she headed.. I chose not to have a relationship years after exploring and having them with a heterosexual girl (girls) but the kids thing was a trauma i soert of said  this in an earlier post #1 what if i carried a ts gene?  (its possible cancer sufferers can, deaf people can?) and secondly what if i brought kids into the world knowing ahead of time i was different and not right>?  What kind of life would i be giving them?
Just some words to chew on.....
I think members that have been married or have had kids would not say they do not love their kids with all their hearts and would not take anything back, but if you're younger and you have time you have a lot of choices i think you should weigh with careful measure.
hugs
Ricki

[Nicky-Nicole]

LaurieO-Ricki,
                     I'm haveing kids cause I want them so baddly,I've always wanted a big family,and lots of grand kids for when i get older.Me and my girlfriend which will be my wife soon have talked it throw and we both still want kids and know that it will be different having to moms kinda but we will work throw it all together,it will all be fine.After we have a few kids i plan on starting hrt and going completly full time,and let every one know how i feel and whats going to be"that means family and freinds".So no it's not to prove anything to anyone, i think it'll be easier on my parents this way.Because when i was young they caught me wearing girls cloths and they freaked out cause they thought i wanted to be a girl cause i liked boys or something.I've never been atracted to any male only females so i geuss i'm a les.,I've even said to freinds and family that i'm lesiban  but they never got it fully they just think i mean i only like girls,it's something like that.Well this isn't my thread so I'll stop hear,just letting you know whats up.ttyl

[Julie Marie]

Rei, WOW!  You are one gutsy girl.  And no makeup or wig?  Double WOW! 

It seems your courage paid off quite nicely.  Maybe you don't have to quit the job.  Maybe you could explain this to your employer and he/she would understand.  At least it's worth a try.

Thanks for sharing your wonderful story.  It's nice to see a ray of sunshine here.

And those pics!  Triple WOW!  You're going to have get used to having to fend off suitors because there will be a lot of them.

As for having kids.  I wouldn't worry about the trans gene.  I've read many times no one has found a link in genetics to being trans.  And if you have kids make sure their mother is TOTALLY accepting, open minded and strong enough to handle whatever society throws at you and especially at them.  Kids don't need parents who are teaching them opposite beliefs or cave to outside pressure.  If you want kids just make sure mom is 100% on board with you being trans.

Julie