I posted before about going out with all my girl friends to a gay club ¬ passing so well while binding &packing.
Well today we went to the same club, same ppl...&&&... I passed! And ppl kept staring, trying to figure me out
! &I was only binding... weird, I think maybe it was my attire last time though idk...
But I've been passing a lot more than I used too, before I had a binder, and I would pass a lot as it was. Yay for me! Lol.
But I think what breaks ppl is that my friends don't rly know, so if ppl are unsure and ask them, they tell them im female. :/
Anyways, im very happy someone else saw me as a male.
Also! The other day, I had went to the mall with my friend that's a girl and she saw some of her friends there(a guy &a girl) &they saw me as male! As a little boy, but nonetheless a boy. And I wasn't even binding or packing that day.
Just thought id share my happiness with you guys.
Maybe you have more opinions as to why I don't pass certain times?
I don't think I've passed while packing yet, and yes im self conscious about my packer when its there. But I don't feel as male without it.
I got so happy when I passed that one time at the movie theatre without even binding, but my friend had to kill it &"correct" the guy. Ugh... lol &I've tried to tell this friend... but nobody seems to get it
... I say, im a boy. But since(if you read the earlier post about how my friends are) my friends joke around like that, they don't believe im telling the truth.
Im seriously thinking about growing in my stache... then ppl will know for sure lol... but idk if im ready, I know ill look older &get read better... but im not sure yet...
And I need a haircut, im thinking about getting a mens cut... but I don't want to look dyke-ish?... so maybe just a trim... hmm...
