Hey, so I've been wearing womens clothes, and am comfortable in it now, just switching between, and I feel like I've found my style, and gone beyond gender kind of, but I still feel weird in this body, and still no one really understands, or takes me seriously, I feel like they think its part of something else, like my religion or something, and not that I am a 'real' woman, but like its a ritual and I want to step away from that, plus just for my own self, I mean I love my body, and this past year or so has been totally about self acceptance, but I just don't like having this barrier, between what feels like my true self, everytime I'm naked, or feel uncomfortable trying to pass, or wondering if others think that I pass... its just like I accept my body, but I feel like this is something I should do in this life, and not in another one, I'm sure you guys understand this feeling. I don't know I just feel like this is really the time to start taking this to the next level finally I'm deciding to start hormones, after staying totally natural for so long, and I was wondering what are good kinds to take/where to get them? Also are there any herbs that have equal effect or almost equal? either as t-blockers, or for estrogen.
also, around how much does a srs surgery usually cost?
I know I should probably talk to a doctor, I will do that too..
