There is something interesting going on with me particularly my chest. Over the course of the past few months I have been noticing a gradual increase to my breast size as well as the nipples themselves. Almost as far back as two years ago I thought that my chest was looking a bit more feminine than usual but I thought it was just in my own head. Recently, there is no question. In fact, I'm starting to get cleavage. I tried to measure my bra size to the best of my ability and it looked like a B cup but I'm skeptical of that and don't even see how it should be large enough to be a regular A cup.
What makes this so bizarre is that I've never taken any hormones yet to transition. I want big feminine boobs but haven't started taking action yet to get them. I don't know if mind over matter is this powerful but if so I must be special. If not, this is a rather strange form of gynecomastia. As much as I thought this may be my own mental exaggerations since I want to be female, a trusted friend has clearly noticed not only nipples showing against my shirt (when I'm presenting as male) but that I even have a feminine curve to them. If I want to wear a tight t-shirt as a male to at least appear somewhat feminine, it is a bad idea as I basically have to wear a bra or it would look inappropriate. She felt that I clearly have A cup size boobs. I almost jumped earlier this evening when I had my shirt off and glanced downward at something and noticed by left breast the largest I've ever seen it. These things look and feel feminine and even bounce around as I'm walking.
If I'm turning into a woman without taking horomones, this must be a dream come true but at the same time I must wonder what is going on. I am not overweight in the slightest. I have traditionally been quite skinny to the point where people are concerned I'm not eating enough. Granted, I have been gaining weight also over the past few months but am clearly within the normal range of weight and probably still appear lean to most people. I have been noticing that in this same time frame, the body hair on my arms and legs is simply not growing back as fast after I shave it.
I have C cup bras I wear when I go out and present as female and stuff them with silicone forms. At least two or three times now I have worn the bra with no inserts whatsoever. While the bra didn't fit perfectly, it certainly fit well enough that it wouldn't have worked a year ago and I don't think my chest looked unusual at all when I was out.
Any thoughts? I could try posting a picture if it is allowed or at least through PM or something if someone wants to tell me if this is my imagination or not. Thanks.
