Am 60yr old man, so children are not an issue, have been cross dressing about 2 years. Am involved in a serious BDSM based relationship woman, we are not married nor are likely to be. She is the male and i the female, meaning we have completely crossed the sexual roles.
It was at her request and encouragement that my cross dressing began. The more feminine she pushed me to become the more masculine she, now he, has become.
However, before someone jumps that I am being totally forced in a non-consensual manner, once begun the more comfortable and natural it has felt. Numerous times I was told that there was something about me that made him/her convinced it was just a matter of getting it started and then encouragement.
We are at a point where some breast growth is hoped for and I will try some herbal products along with progesterone in the hopes there will be some development. Surgery is not an option at this moment. I also have to be careful of blood clots.
The other matter that I have not been able to find adequate information on castration, either by surgery , chemical or other means and sexuality.
My GF, or boyfriend, is interested in an elimination of the balls. For him they get in the way of play; prefers the smoother, more feminine look, children are not in either of our futures and I seldom get erect for long and even less act the male role. Basically while I am reluctant at this point in my life I am not giving up that much.
WE have also discussed the crushing of the cord on one and leaving one.
BUT our major concern is regardless of how it is done there is the loss of testosterone and I have read several people who had had this done describing losing interest in sex and also the depression.
When they discuss the lack of interest in sex is this as a MAN? What about the guys who transform and part of it is having the testes removed, do they also STOP being interested in a sexual life EVEN if they are now a woman?
Totally losing any interest in sex seems like a difficult situation to live with if I am wanting to be more feminine and instead lose the DESIRE to respond and be his woman, we are left with permanent non-fixable situation.
ronni
