theyre really freindly there, I wonderd if I shoulda called myself michele, but on a whim didnt, now I'm frightend cus I really like it there, but, there might be some changes with me this summer, like I'm sure I'll "have" to ware a bra,
anyways, if I dont come out before more people get to know me, do you think it'll be harder? both for me and them,
(it's so very scary, though theyre very friendly (not over bareing) it seems very likely I wont stay.)
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stupid questions about coming out
okay, at church today at least two people seamed like it was odd that I call myself micheal, thats what I verbally call myself, I sign it michele,
someone at church said micheals an odd name for a girl, his wife corrected him, saying "thats a boy, see?" I wonder if I should come out there, though I have been waiting till I see a speacialist, (been waiting for a liscence, or my birthday)
I call myself micheal, should I change it/start calling myself michele? {mikel vs meshel}?
2. is it my adams apple? lately I've noticed a lot of women have shadow so I have doubts about that, I supposedly pass on the phone but my voice does stink
3. painted nails, long hair, ear studs, "feminine" necklace, blue shoulder bag,
they're not condemning at all I feel, though there's of course fear, and I'm not even much open to my family,
I start a volunteer job monday morning so hopefully these experiences will help me in the personal connections department, and learn,
