i've been on many forums. I was particularly active on an INFP forum, which is related to MBTI personality typing-- But recently it was taken down, and the new forum is just not very exciting to me. I thought I would try this one in hopes of gaining advice and support with my life as a very troubled person suffering from, appropriately, a gender identidy crisis. I am aware that a low self esteem is generally a turn off, so I think you all might just hate me. (comically coping)
Anyway, I don't see any happiness in my future and am currently living a joyless existence of self-hatred.
I'm going to keep this short, but yeah so far you know that I hate my gender, my self, and am clinically depressed!

nice to meet you all. I have to go to work now, where i'll be enduring social anxiety (

)and serving coffee till 6:30.
Edit: language (see rule 11)