Quote from: Laura91 on April 26, 2010, 08:02:30 PM
I agree with you, it's constant whining and moaning.
I have noticed this too, but I think instead of berating her, perhaps it would be nice to see if there are any ways to help.
There are many things one can do to mix things up when it comes to HRT, even with orals. I even think stopping for a couple of months, sticking only with anti-androgens, and then starting again might have the benefit of clearing out the receptors, reducing SHBG levels, and thus re-priming the body for estrogen receptivity.
I have read Naturally Blonde has been using orals, and perhaps patches too (although I don't remember this clearly). Changing to a different medium like injectables or pellets may be helpful. If these aren't available, combing oral types may help as well. I experienced greater itching in my breasts when I combined oral Estradiol Valerate with oral 17b estradiol, whereas prior to that I was using the equivalent dosage of oral 17b estradiol alone. Also, oral use is less efficient in that it is metabolized into a higher proportion of estrone as opposed to the more powerful estradiol, whereas direct applications such as injections and pellets will yield a higher proportion of estradiol in the blood, which is far more feminizing.
What about your serum hormone levels? Do you get your hormone levels checked regularly? If not, then perhaps you should. Getting them into female range makes a huge difference. 800 to 1500 pmol/l is a desirable level to be at as 1500 is the top of the range for 15-17 year old girls.
Have you had an orchiectomy or SRS yet Naturally Blonde? If not, then this would help too, wouldn't it?
Have you tried introducing a progesterone or progestin into your regime? Although this may not improve femininity, it does assist in the development of fuller breasts, which is a definite plus. Progesterone also helps you to sleep, which ties in with something I talk about later here (more sleep = more growth hormone = greater development).
Have you tried changing your diet? I naturally eat a low calorie diet - approx 1400 cals a day - but I do have pig-out days, and the morning after those high calorie days I feel particularly feminine, and my breasts also hurt more. Mixing up your diet, experimenting with different foods, will help. From your face pic you look skinny, so I wonder if the inclusion of 100ml of uncooked extra virgin olive oil a day might help with your development, as well as rounding out your face. This would give you about 1000 extra calories a day, provide you with the health benefits of added omega 3s and omega 6s, and also develop into the desirable subcutaneous fat, as opposed to unhealthy visceral fats.
Have you tried vitamin supplementation? Multi-B vitamins, I have read, can have a beneficial impact on hormones receptivity.
You could also try reducing your SHBG levels, thereby increasing the amount of unbound, free estradiol in your system. Herbs like stinging nettle root contribute to SHBG reduction, and so does increasing your testosterone levels, although I don't think you want to do that.
You could also think of ways to increase you growth hormone levels - growth hormone aids in the development of your cells. Getting more sleep is the best way to do this, but supplementation-wise, you can incorporate 5-HTC (a precursor to tryptophan) which increases serotonin levels and elevates mood, and also helps with sleep. You could also try GABA, a supplement which is designed to directly increase growth hormone levels. Take naps in the afternoon, if you can. Otherwise, go to bed earlier, and if you can't get a hold of those 5-HTC supplements, and you find it hard to sleep, drink a large glass of warm full cream milk. Infrequent bouts of short, high intensity exercise will also increase your growth hormone levels. High intensity interval training on whatever piee of equipment you like (running even) twice a week, for just 12 to 20 minutes will improve your fitness, improve your circulation, and increase your growth hormone levels.
I think the point is that you need to plan, and if something isn't working then try to change things in a methodical way. Keep records of what you are doing, measure every part of your body on a regular basis, and see if anything has changed. Keep records of how you feel on a particular day.
I'm sure there are so many other things that one can do - the permutations of what you can do are limitless, and until you have tried everything, don't tell yourself that the hormones aren't working.