I have finally found the resolve to transition once and for all. My need to be strongly outweighs my fears...Finally. I came to it in a dream.
I was at a hilltop coastal villa watching children play on the beach below. The sun set and I could see the constellations dancing in the sky. My own female voice spoke from the clouds. "The time for play is done good children. Goodnight" As the children retreated to the villa the sky went black and the once peaceful ocean began to rage. I felt as though I would fall off the cliff. I stumbled back through the villa and it flooded. I swam out the back door and ended up in a small town. I went to visit my mother. She was picking roses in her garden. She asked me to join her in the greenhouse. There was a casket inside. On the lid it had a blanket and pillow carved from marble. On the foot of the bed was my male name. I turned to her and I said "I guess I'll be sleeping in the princess suite from now on." She just smiled.
