O.K., so I get dressed up to go out to the club last night! Putting on my
Perry Ellis, coverall and eyeliner. Carefully blow drying my hair with
a dash of hair spray to keep it in place. A few plucks of the eyebrows
for perfection! I'm half lit by now because I've already consumed about
ten beers! I sprang to the bedroom to get my best jeans and t-shirt and
some clubber type shoes. My daughter is rushing me to hurry up so we
can avoid the cover charge. The wife is telling me to behave myself
tonight.
I'm quickly getting dressed chugging another beer in
anticipation of all the loud techno I'm going to get to dance to
tonight! I can't wait to see all the other people with their various
dance moves with all the breaks and beats! The whole while my
headphones are on pumping out loud rave music that just makes love to
my mind and ears!!! READY! Let's go! Man, the door is frozen shut! I
better not get dirty trying to get it open with a pry bar! We finally
got the door un jammed and it was off to go raving!
Our club of choice
is 45 minutes away, giving me time to relax in the backseat. Chug some
more beers! Pump my headphones up louder with each beat of the music
similar to an orgasm throb!!! I flail my body rocking back and forth
going down the freeway singing at the top of my lungs! Visions of
colorful club lights and beautiful people dance through my head as I
rock back and forth in orgasmic pleasure listening to my rave music!
WOW, look at that line! Talk about a night at the Roxbury! Everybody's
screaming to get in begging for more! Does my hair look alright?! The
eyeliner isn't running is it?! No dad, your fine. Ah, finally time to
get in the club, just in time! What a smoky colorful crowd of people! I
LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus a bonus, their playing my favorite type of
techno tonight! Look at that d.j. getting into his craft spinning
multiple c.d. decks! That just turns me on to see a passionate d.j.
hard at work roaring the crowd!
Me and my daughter split are separate
ways for the night as I began to mingle and dance with the other
clubbers! Talk about temptation! Talk about sin city! I ran to an open
part of the dance floor to just let it all out! Yes, sometimes I need a
lot of room! Mr. d.j. is spinning my favorite song! I gave him a thumbs
up to move his volume slider up on the mixing board, AND HE DID! Like
radiation the bass penetrates my body quivering all of my organs! We
got to set this dance floor on fire tonight!!! I shamelessly do a knee
slide with my arms wide open to the heavens and my head tilted back
giving it everything I had to give!!! That is how I dance; I make love
to the song and forget others are around me! Like a singer at a
concert, you don't look at the fans; you look just above their heads!
SCARBOROUGH, IS THAT YOU?! I was chilled to the bone contemplating if I
should even respond! I chose to ignore who ever it was and kept
dancing. I did a backwards step and lost my footing! As I began in slow
motion to fall backwards, some one caught me!!! I fell into the arms
of............ I looked up and locked eyes with another set of eyes that were
deep and had a puppy dog sadness to them! This guy was pretty strong to
catch me like that in mid fall. The smell of his cologne and those eyes
caused me just for a slight sliver in time to melt in his arms.
It is you Scarborough! Why did you ignore me? I'm lost for words by now as I
get lost in his eyes. I was speechless! So he stands me up straight and
I'm still looking and feeling clumsy! He took me by the hand and asked
if he could buy me a drink. Me, still speechless just nodded my head
yes! I felt like I was drugged with that sudden rush of emotions! I
couldn't get a word out! I would ask what a guy in his 50's would be
doing in a club, but I didn't care. We're walking to the area of the
club to where they serve the alcohol. Millions of questions and
contemplations flood my mind as were walking! Why would this guy just
take my hand like that?! Oh, he addressed me by my screen name, DUH! He
read my blog, he knows how I am! What a bear! That's how I like my
guys! And the eyes to match! Plus he's older! Naa, He's not like that.
He must like my writing, yeah, that's it. I still couldn't resist the
thought that he was like that as my feminine juices kicked into high
gear! We get up to the bar and he asks "what's your pleasure?" Um, ahh,
gee, you pick I said like a shy school girl. TWO BEERS he told the
bartender. We found a table and took a seat. I don't normally stare,
but I couldn't resist staring into his sensitive eyes as we sat there
across from each other! I wanted so bad to cry! His eyes had a way that
was piercing me to open up! He had this deep look of concern as we had
are eyes locked with each other. I nervously reach into my pocket for a
cigarette. I raise my trembling hand to load the cancer stick between
my lips. I tilt my head to light it and drop my lighter on the table
and rest my chin on my hands looking at him.
Why did you buy me a
drink? Well, I recognized you from your photos you had posted before
you deleted them susans and you blog. So, are you a fan of my writing? Yes, I love your
writing; I just thought that I would never run into you! I'm sorry I
never left a comment; I didn't want you to think I was some sort of
cyber stalker! (He nervously chuckles) So, what is it you like about my
writing? (I'm resisting giving him that bedroom eyes look!) Looking
down at his drink he hesitates to answer me. Still looking down and not
at me, he lays his arm across the table at me as if motioning me to
take his hand. I reluctantly put my trembling hand in his. He was still
speechless staring down at his drink. What the hell was that?! (I'm
thinking) I just saw a tear drop splash on the table! He looks back up
at me with his eyes full of tears and asks "are you for real? Or is all
that stuff you write about an inner woman just bullsh$t to draw readers
to your blog?" I said "I'm not a liar, what I write is the truth, why?"
(I'm getting real nervous and choked up at this point!) This woman you
talk about, Caution, ............. He was again speechless! (I'm just wondering
what the hell he is trying to get at!) Look, I know you don't know me,
but I fell in love with Caution! I don't care if you were born a guy! I'm in
love with what you have inside!
My heart just hit the floor after he
said that to me! This guy is everything I ever wanted in a man! Without
warning a tear rolled down my cheek! I was trying so hard not show this
guy how I was feeling! I wiped the tear away with the sleeve of my jean
jacket and stood up and placed my chair next to his. I wanted so bad to
kiss him, but I didn't know him! I just put my arm around him and asked
if he wanted to dance with me on the next slow song. Still sniffling,
he looks up at me and says "I wouldn't have it any other way!" Just as
he said that, the d.j. threw on a song that was perfect! I took his
hand and pulled him off his seat! I took the lead running to the dance
floor as our hands were locked! I felt so excited and turned on like a
virgin high school prom queen!
His arms around my waist, my arms over
his shoulders, we stared a lifetime into each others eyes as we slow
danced. I don't know who threw the first kiss, but without any warning
I was suddenly lip locked with this guy with a passion I never felt
before! I didn't care if the other clubbers saw us! I was lost in such
a depth of extasy you couldn't recover me if you tried! The smell of
my perfume and his cologne intertwined in my nose causing an explosion
of sexual desire and passion! I just wanted so bad to cry in passion on
his shoulder!
I couldn't resist anymore! I go to have you! Take me home
with you! Are you serious?! He asked. He had a look of surprise on his
face. Why wouldn't I be?! I drew his head towards me with a forceful
motion and started to French kiss him! My heart is racing and
fluttering with anticipation now! Like a blood hungry wolf, I wanted to
tear into this man! We had fun finishing out the night at the club
dancing and watching each others eyes! A few times he walked up to me
on the dance floor and cupped his hands on my cheeks than with one hand
brushed his fingers through my hair and drew me towards him to kiss me!
I never knew heaven could exist on earth! I was in love with this
stranger I didn't even know! I some how knew he wasn't full of sh$t!
LAST CALL FOR ALCOHOL.
We ran to the bar and he bought me another drink
totally treating me like a lady with all of his gestures and pulling
the seat out for me and holding doors open. We finished are drinks and
we both went to go find my daughter. I told her I wasn't going home
with her tonight! She seemed a bit annoyed but she said fine, what
ever.
We get to his house and the damn thing is a mansion! We get in
the door and he takes my coat for me and says make your self at home!
He comes out with a chilled bottle of champagne and lights this massive
fire place he's got. I only had one thing on my mind! Like a love
vampire I was hungry for more! He turned out the lights and threw this
huge plush sleeping bag on the floor in front of the fire place. Half
naked he crawls in inviting me to join him!!!!! I was so nervous but
yet so starved for affection from a man that I slowly rose dropping my
clothes to the floor! As the shadows of the flames from the fire place
danced on the walls I slowly walk towards him. I lift the corner of the
sleeping bag to crawl in to have mad, passionate sex with this man and
cover myself up! My soul is on fire in the worst way by now! I grab his
hair and pull him towards me with an unforgettable lip lock! I hop on
top and slide.......................................
