Hi.
ya ya i know the math is not right its not ment to be. how do you explain to others what we are. we are all so different. like trees do they look the same no . theres just so many . get up close & they are different,
if youv worked on sheep farms then youll know what im saying , can you tell the difference ,
if we had 1000 sheep put in front of you , could you pick one out , then put back in with the others & you then find it. you may , you may not . Iv worked with them so i know,
So we may look similar yet we are not. unless we say some thing about our selfs no one really knows who we are or whats going on inside of us .
There is no easy way of saying it & i have enough trouble with words ,
so if i say im a transfemale with a male background yet a andrognous person . does that cover it , it gives people an idear , yet does not say much really does it . because of the mere fact we are so different.
Now the only way is of cause , we sit down in front of each other & spend a few days talking then we would get to know each other , & even then not know all about each other .
Like Jos did she really know me , no even after 37 years to gether the first 24 years she knew a lot yet did not know i was . am part woman . she saw me as a male 100 % i was not. now & over the last 12 years she knows what i am , bloody hard to say the lest,
so back to my math do i say 50 / 50, no, because i swing back & forth hence my 60 / 60
so if this makes sence, then i hope you see a bit more of who i am,
im not going to say it all makes sence to me,
so all i can do is try.
...noeleena...
