I guess... But it is incredibly tempting to see what he wrote about me (or even what he wrote). And it's his fault I found this site. I just don't want to upset him anymore, and I should just leave him alone.
Seeing as no one has asked and questions yet, and because I feel crappy right now, I'm just going to write a depressive rant or something. Feel free to ignore it.
Nat is my ex and I'm still hopelessly in love with him. We're incompatible, and I'm a mess, so I really should try to get over him anyway. It's hard though. I'm clingy and dependant and while I'm crappy girlfriend material, I really want to be with someone. I'm on antidepressants and about to see a psych, but I honestly don't know how to cope with life. I'm living off medical certificates and my parents. I have no passion and motivation for life. I'm really quite lucky, and I deserve to be slapped for being so ungratefully spoiled. But a slap has no effect on making me do anything. I don't know. I've never 'grown up' and I lack the desire to. I'm just lost at this point in time.
Give whatever response you want. Or ask me something else about myself so that I can avoid the whole depressive talk.
