I am Cecilie, or as I like to think Sindre. I am 35 years old man in my head, but I am wearing a girlsbody

I am from Norway.
I wanted to find a place on the internet where I can meet heterosexuals girls seeking (I am not familiar to the terms) female males who has not had surgery. Anyone understand what I mean? Because of some healthissues I can't ever have my surgery so I am gonne wear this body for ever, exept next week I am removing my breast. Thank U!! I am really happy for that and finelly I think I am ready to meet someone or at least talk to someone.
anyone out there who can give me some advise?
Thank U!