I believe in God, and so does my mother, she is a stronger christian then I am, and she asked me if I thought I would go to hell for what I'm doing, I told her that "I'm worried I will go to hell" and she told me that I wouldn't, that God wouldn't do that.. she did say that I would be my true self in heaven, a girl.. but I don't believe that... I don't think spirits have genders, but if they do I know my spirt is male
after thinking about it more, I know God loves me.. and maybe he knew that I would be transgendered.. people say this all the time "God doesn't make mistakes, you were supposed to be a girl thats why god made you one" well maybe he did make us females, but maybe it was gods plan for us to go on this transition. Or maybe its my own hopeful thinking.
there is a verse in the bible, I forget what it is, but it goes along the lines of saying that ANYONE who accepts God and Jesus will go to heaven, and I believe in that.