Greetings to all from Finland

[Dweia]

Hi all..

And yes you've read it right.. Greetings from Finland.
First of all my english might not be fluent but let's try   

I'm 39 and I think that I've been crorssdressing for years.
If I remember correctly, I bought my first bra & panties when I was 15.

I've had a long relationship with a nice girl and we have now a 9 years old son.
Our relationship ended 2 years ago and she dosn't know yet about my crossdressing.
When we were together I didn't own any women clothes, but quite many times I used hers. And actually I wanted to be caught.. Funny thing 

After the divorce, about 1,5 year ago I started to think of my personality more closely.
I get to know 1 lesbian and 1 straight girl... With them I have had long discussions about masculine and feminine personality issues. 

About a year ago we had a party with friends 1 another man and about 10 women. We get drunk and one of the girls decides that she wants to put some makeup on me. I was thrilled and actually just recently I understood that it was the thing I've always wanted to do.

After that occasion I started to buy more underwear, clothes and makeup.. etc..
I've been trying to stop crossdressing, but I can't even throw away any of my panties..
It seems that crossdressing is part of me and that's it. Also is nice to understand why I love shopping so much and why I have been jealous to women that their fashion changes so frequently.

And I'm so glad that I found this place 

[tinkerbell]

Hi Dweia, nice to meet you!

I have a friend who resides in Kristinestad, and I have seen many pictures of your country and consider it one of the most beautiful scandinavian nations.

Please feel fee to explore all of Susan's forums, get familiar with the site rules and visit our wiki which contains wonderful articles in tg-related issues.

We'll be looking forward to your future posts.  Enjoy your stay and don't worry about your English.  I am not a native speaker either, and there are many members here who aren't.  Take care of yourself, I'll see you online sometime soon.


tinkerbell

[Robyn]

Welcome, Dweia.  Nice to meet you and to hear from yet another country. 

Check our Links area and come visit on Chat.

Robyn

[HelenW]

Hello and Welcome, Dweia!

I'm happy you decided to join us and I'll be looking forward to reading more from you.  (Your English is very good, by the way.)

again, WELCOME ! ! ! 
helen

[Dweia]

Well at least it's nice to know that my english is good.
At least in my current job I need to use english almost every day 

I will look around and start writing more..
It's not so easy to admit that crossdressing is part of me.

[SusanKay140]

Hi Dweia,

Welcome to Susan's.  Self-acceptance of our cross-gender/cross-dressing is so important.  We can't expect others to begin to understand, let alone accept until we do so.  Not only will you find so much information here, but a community that accepts you as you say you are, and is so helpful.  As others have already said, don't worry about the language - we speak human here!

Susan Kay

[Ricki]

Welcome Dweia!
I hope you stay awhile and make some friends!
Oh i so much like vodka from finland!  Finlandia is very good! 
Oh--oooops my secret is out everyone will be sending me bottles of vodka now for Xmas.........
R

[Dweia]

Finlandia Vodka is wery good. At least better than Absolut   

Welcome to Susan's.  Self-acceptance of our cross-gender/cross-dressing is so important.  We can't expect others to begin to understand, let alone accept until we do so.  Not only will you find so much information here, but a community that accepts you as you say you are, and is so helpful.  As others have already said, don't worry about the language - we speak human here!

That's so true.. I hope I can progress with little steps.. First was joining here...
And the next step might be to talk to that lovely friend who actually did the make-up last year.

[Jillieann Rose]

Hi Dweia,
Good to meet you.
I've also been trying to stop crossdressing, but unlike many here I was able to throw anything away either.
Just wanted to add my welcome.

Jillieann/JR

[Dweia]

<-------- That's me

[Ricki]

HOT
Dweia you are hot!  thin too my God!  nice!  Keep dressing you definately have the tall lean going for you!
Ah yes and did we forget something?? The Finland VODKA??
I drove home pulled into my driveway so excited expecting this parcel from finland and to my horror nothing but a Jc Penney box on the porch!
Vodka Vodka 
Hope to see more pics coming our way! wow!
Ricki

[Dweia]

Yepp.. I'm quite thin and "small"...
175 cm, 70 kg,   94-85-90 cm 

For me men jeans are 32" and eurpean "suite" size 48 or 50..
I think it will make me 12 in US women size chart..

And astanga yoga is my "thing" to keep my body thin