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[Hazard "AJ"]

Hey guy yes mee againnn!
Anyways so I wanna now alittle about T I now the basics like deep voice ect ect
But its not that I want Qs on its basicley my persenality ect that I'm a lil worryed about changing
For exsaple. I don't like amy. As a body but I like amy as in loving towades family I do anythink for anyone
For some reson I'm scared T would change the person I am. I love my family very much and I hard T can change people opotion on thaat
Or I love kids and love all of my sisters kids very much and spend a lot of time with them
I don't want that to change I now a lot of men don't like kids very much ect. I might be talking ->-bleeped-<- and being stuped but u never hear that side
U only hear of fical changes. Altho I hate amy. I still kinda what her around.
As she's still apart of my familys life reguderless what I do with my body ect.
I'm pretty sure what I want is what I want. But I'm just a lil scared that I won't be the same person as I was before
I mean my iner person not my outer person if that makes sence. I don't now if any of u guys felt the same. I just don't want to become a selfsenterd prick. Lol
As I'm not I want that part of amy to stay. I'm sure things like that don't change. But I hard one guy wanted to have a child before starting t then when he did he channges his mind
But I think that wad more becuase the person who was going to have the child with wanted him to carry it and I think after taking T he desided he didn't want to carry the baby.
I dunno like I said maybe its me being stuped

[sneakersjay]

You will change in some ways, yes.

But your basic personality will not change, your likes and dislikes won't change.

Things that changed for me are that I'm more laid back and far less anxious, more confidence, and want to get out and do more rather than hide at home.  I find it easier to make friends and talk to people.

People I liked pre-T I still like.  People I didn't like pre-T I still dislike.


Jay

[Hazard "AJ"]

Yeh I new it was a kind stuped Q all I wanted to now is if I fill and act in away the same to my family. They r the people I don't want to lose and I don't want to lose them over my atercued twards people.
Ect u get what I mean. I am cool with being conferdent witch I now will chnages. And I'm pretty layedback as it is I pretty much go with the flow
As in other peoples life.

[alex408]

spell. check.

[Greg]

spell. check.

attitude. check.

[Hazard "AJ"]

Yeh I now I never went to school and I'm using my mobile and got fat fingers I'm verrryy sorrryy!

[DRAIN]

maybe we could help you if you could communicate more accurately in the english (i think that's what language you're attempting?) language. all of your posts are like this so you really can't blame your mobile phone

[JohnR]

Yeh I new it was a kind stuped Q all I wanted to now is if I fill and act in away the same to my family. They r the people I don't want to lose and I don't want to lose them over my atercued twards people.
Ect u get what I mean. I am cool with being conferdent witch I now will chnages. And I'm pretty layedback as it is I pretty much go with the flow
As in other peoples life.

I don't think it's a stupid question. I've become a lot quieter than I used to be pre-T. I still like/dislike the same things but how I interact with other people has changed, especially women. Before I could tell my female friends that they had too much cleavage showing, great boobies etc, now I'm very conscious that it would be mega creepy to do that to them now I'm presenting as male.

I used to be quite loud and the centre of attention in groups, now I no longer feel the need to.

[Hazard "AJ"]

Well I'm very sorry my spelling isn't all that good I didn't now it had to be. And I am english. I come from england and live in england
I'm just not a gd speller. as for me likes and dislikes I'm the opersite to u I'm always quiet ect ect

[Matt Chase]

maybe we could help you if you could communicate more accurately in the english (i think that's what language you're attempting?) language. all of your posts are like this so you really can't blame your mobile phone

not everybody has had the same level of education/upbringing/privileges as you have. i could understand his post just fine, maybe you could help him if you could learn to look through spelling errors and see that he's actually asking for help just like everyone else here.

just sayin.

hazard- from what i heard, what others have told you is basically it- who you are doesn't change on T. the hormone change may make you a little moody but you still have control over your mind and everything, so if you feel that you don't want your attitude to change toward your family, it won't. it's not stupid to be concerned about what will happen to you, it's a very big decision to make. good luck (:

[madzam]

Corrected as much as my computer and I could understand:

Hey guy yes Me again!
Anyways so I wanna know a little about T I know the basics like deep voice etc etc.
But its not that I want questions, on its basically my personality etc that I'm a little worried about changing.
For example, I don't like amy as a body but I like amy as in loving towards family I would do anything for them.
For some reason I'm scared T would change the person I am. I love my family very much and I heard T can change people's personality.
Also I love kids and love all of my sisters kids very much and spend a lot of time with them and I don't want that to change. I know a lot of men don't like kids very much etc. I might be talking ->-bleeped-<- and being stupid but u never hear that side
U only hear official changes. Although I hate amy. I still kinda what her around.
As she's still apart of my family's life regardless what I do with my body etc.
I'm pretty sure what I want is what I want. But I'm just a little scared that I won't be the same person as I was before
I mean my inner person not my outer person if that makes sense. I don't now if any of u guys felt the same. I just don't want to become a self centered prick. lol
As I'm not I want that part of amy to stay. I'm sure things like that don't change. But I heard one guy wanted to have a child before starting t then when he did he changed his mind
But I think that was more because the person who was going to have the child with wanted him to carry it and I think after taking T he decided he didn't want to carry the baby.
I dunno like I said maybe its me being stupid

[zombiesarepeaceful]

T changed some stuff about me. I'm gay now (was pre-t, just c ouldn't accept it), I'm more outgoing, more assertive, think differently (different patterns)...I don't know. Alot of stuff. It won't change you as a whole though.

[Silver]

Who's Amy? I don't get it.

[madzam]

Who's Amy? I don't get it.

His birthname. A.k.a the old him

[Silver]

His birthname. A.k.a the old him

Oh duh.

[Hazard "AJ"]

Well as in my sexuality. We'll right now I'm very much into women I don't look at men in at all. And that one thing I wouldn't like is to be into men. It fills wrong to me :p not being rude to everyone else.(That just don't seem the thing for me) and I hope T don't change that

[Hurtfulsplash]

I don't think T will change your personality so much that it'll affect your feelings for family, and don't worry about your typing, I can read typenese. Typing is the least of our issues here.

[LeeIam]

Hazard, T doesn't have the power to change your sexuality (or personality). If you know you aren't attracted to guys it will always be that way. But, transitioning does have the power to help you accept who you really are.

[Hazard "AJ"]

Hazard, T doesn't have the power to change your sexuality (or personality). If you know you aren't attracted to guys it will always be that way. But, transitioning does have the power to help you accept who you really are.

I like the way u put that..I now what in my mind, But people keep saying alot of things they had they were in denial.. As sometimes my mum says.. I have never been in a relationship with female or male.. But I dont look at men, Not in that way.. For exsaple. I went swimming today ( and thanks to u guys my 1st time in 6 years I toke ur advice and have been 2wice this week) anyways. I wasnt botherd about male lifegards Wasnt fased. But then a female lifegard come in and i was like trying to hard to make sure she didnt now i was female (or make a gd inprestion) Anyways was kinda hard when i looked 12 and she looked 20 odd. altho im 22. and also i had my lil nephews around and they call me By amy(so) yeh.. also i dont get arased withe either sex ect fully clothed BUT and dont take this as (erhhh) but we talk about everythink here  i find it more umm plesher u now looking at girls then guys... I can watch 2 girls but not 2 guys i can watch man and girl. but i dont image me as female role (if u get my driffed) never have. as iv never had a relationship with either my mums worred that my heads a lil confused. and i could understand were she was comeing from. BUT (BIG) BUT. when i was younger i was abused by someone at the age of 5. (i dont remeber this what so ever nothing) well mum always used this as a exuses for me dressing and being this way (i dont aggree as i dont even remeber it or think about it what so ever i just now frm what people have told me) anyways... I had Um bf as a teen like 2-3 week boyfriends. but i would never hold hands kiss ect ect and i was arounf 15 when i had my last male bf. but i had a expireance with a girl when i was 13. I dont remeber how i felt all i now was i carreded on with it and playe along. ( we werent in a relationship we was just friends, and she was a lil slow as in she liked to lets say lay house and i used to join in with her... and i was always a male role and she was always the fm... well one day we thought we have a lil Touch (wink wink.) we were fully clothed. But we just kinda played around. anyways i remeber i was on top and enjoyed that. but not as a fm role..

I just cant think of myself being a gay guy (just dont seem right to me) i dont have anythink against gay people dont bother me. (it just dont seem right to me) i just fill like men r ment to  be with women,. and in my World i guess u can call it. (I am male with a female beside me) Lol U guys understand i just wanned to get my fillings out, 1 week till i go to charring cross lil nerves scared and exsited, I just have alot of filling flying everywere but thats why i love us guys

[Quicksand]

I think the quickest way to sum up the mental changes of taking testosterone is that you will be happier.  If you want to look male, you will be happier once you've taken testosterone.  If you are perfectly content with who you are emotionally and mentally, nothing will change.  If you are not, anything that happens after starting testosterone will be a manifestation of greater self confidence and mind-body congruence.  The only power testosterone has over us is physically.  You'll be fine!